"A drop of water falls in lake has no identity,
but if it falls on leaf of lotus it shines like diamond.
So choose best place where you can shine"
@Beautiful Thoughts
Don't underestimate the power you have...you have choice ♥
"If you are distressed by anything external, the pain is not due to the thing itself, but to your estimate of it; and this you have the power to revoke at any moment." ~ Marcus Aurelius
"At the center of your being you have the answer; You know who you are and you know what you want."
Lao Tzu
“It's better to be absolutely ridiculous than to be absolutely boring” – Marilyn Monroe #ihatequotes
Sometimes the hardest things to say are those that come straight from the heart. #ihatequotes
Whenever you feel weak, remember those who made you strong
Whenever you start to doubt yourself, remember those who believe in you.
~Unknown
Luck is not in ur hand
But work is in ur hand
Luck never makes ur work
But work can make ur luck
So all ways trust in yourself... ♥
Jumat, 14 Oktober 2011
Selasa, 11 Oktober 2011
iyo wes cc ngajar i semampune cc ae....ntik kan ketok hasil e ce,,
Preennns, aku mau share ceritaku pas ngelesi... Sebelum e aku pernah bilang nek aku wes patah semangat ngelesi ini... Koko ne tu nek diajari, susah diajak kerjasama, jadi waktu ngelesi tu isa molor2, jadi suwe wes, ga mari2... Aku ya pingin selesai, tapi ni belum isa trus piye.. Gitu dia ga merasa klo dia butuh belajar...
Sebelum ini, ada kejadian dia yang ulangan, dia yang ga bisa, tapi kok aku yang nahan2 dia ga ikut pergi ke GM. Mbe mamane ga oleh ikut, ditinggal, trus tambah mokong wes, aku dbilang cari perkara, n dia ga mau les. Aku ngancam aku pulang ae. Dia bilang ya pulangO. Wes, nguamuk aku... Ya, Cece pulang n ga mau ngelesi kamu lagi. Aku teriak keras waktu itu. (Dalam hati protes, nurut kamu cece seneng ta ga isa pulang2 itu?? aku wes ga tahan, cape n jengkel sorooo.... pas kantorku ya repot2e tu... awal bulan..)
Beneran stres waktu itu... Tapi besok e aku ditelp ma mamane, besok ul 2, tolong diles i lagi, dan lihat apakah ada perubahan sikap... Hari itu dia berubah, tapi hati ini jek jengkel, aku ga siap, pas aku ngelesi tu rasane aku ga isa ngguyu blas... smangatku DROP wes... malas ngelesi, ga nyaman...
Untung e mari gitu, dia libur, jadi aku ga perlu ngelesi kokone ini selama 4 hari, kamis, jumat, sabtu, minggu. Aku wes tenang mari gtu... Nek aku jek mau lanjut, aku ga oleh mutung... trus aku curhat ke temen2ku... rodok ada semangat... aku tanya ke temnku seng mantan guru SMP vita... dapet info nek jadwal ul vita tu dkasi tahu di awal semester, selama ini aku dbujuki, katane tau ne selalu ndadak, trus bahan e akeh, yakpa nututi belajar e?? ni ada titik cerah, aku lebih semangat...
Hari ini sebener e bukan hal yang bagus seh, tapi bikin aku semangat... Rapot sisipan e de e dibagi, hasil e elek2 wes, aku dkasi tau ma mamane.. Tapi mamane janji in aku bakal ngasi jadwal ulangan e dia selama sattu semester.. nah berarti aku ga bakal dibujuk i maneh.. aku bilang harus nyicilll...
Sebelume patah semangat soale ga tau mau yak pa... ni skarang ada jalan, mulai dari awal lagi... jadi semangat... Ya, pokok e ngajar sak mampuku.. selanjut e pasti ada hasile... arek e ga bego, tapi mokong e soro... SMANGAT!! :)
Sebelum ini, ada kejadian dia yang ulangan, dia yang ga bisa, tapi kok aku yang nahan2 dia ga ikut pergi ke GM. Mbe mamane ga oleh ikut, ditinggal, trus tambah mokong wes, aku dbilang cari perkara, n dia ga mau les. Aku ngancam aku pulang ae. Dia bilang ya pulangO. Wes, nguamuk aku... Ya, Cece pulang n ga mau ngelesi kamu lagi. Aku teriak keras waktu itu. (Dalam hati protes, nurut kamu cece seneng ta ga isa pulang2 itu?? aku wes ga tahan, cape n jengkel sorooo.... pas kantorku ya repot2e tu... awal bulan..)
Beneran stres waktu itu... Tapi besok e aku ditelp ma mamane, besok ul 2, tolong diles i lagi, dan lihat apakah ada perubahan sikap... Hari itu dia berubah, tapi hati ini jek jengkel, aku ga siap, pas aku ngelesi tu rasane aku ga isa ngguyu blas... smangatku DROP wes... malas ngelesi, ga nyaman...
Untung e mari gitu, dia libur, jadi aku ga perlu ngelesi kokone ini selama 4 hari, kamis, jumat, sabtu, minggu. Aku wes tenang mari gtu... Nek aku jek mau lanjut, aku ga oleh mutung... trus aku curhat ke temen2ku... rodok ada semangat... aku tanya ke temnku seng mantan guru SMP vita... dapet info nek jadwal ul vita tu dkasi tahu di awal semester, selama ini aku dbujuki, katane tau ne selalu ndadak, trus bahan e akeh, yakpa nututi belajar e?? ni ada titik cerah, aku lebih semangat...
Hari ini sebener e bukan hal yang bagus seh, tapi bikin aku semangat... Rapot sisipan e de e dibagi, hasil e elek2 wes, aku dkasi tau ma mamane.. Tapi mamane janji in aku bakal ngasi jadwal ulangan e dia selama sattu semester.. nah berarti aku ga bakal dibujuk i maneh.. aku bilang harus nyicilll...
Sebelume patah semangat soale ga tau mau yak pa... ni skarang ada jalan, mulai dari awal lagi... jadi semangat... Ya, pokok e ngajar sak mampuku.. selanjut e pasti ada hasile... arek e ga bego, tapi mokong e soro... SMANGAT!! :)
Jumat, 07 Oktober 2011
AYO seng laen e share pisan...bagi2 berkat Tuhan ke sesama...hahhahahaa....
Dino iki benar2 saye merasakan kelimpahan dari Tuhan.......
Hari ini harus bayar utang nde orang ben iso dikasik barang lagi.....tapi apa daya...uang nde ATM garek 100rb, duek cash tinggal 1 jeti......bingung ga ketulungan wes...paleng nggak mesti bayar wong iku min 5jt......sampe emesku duwe pikiran kape nggadaikno BPKB ne spd motor ben iso dapet uang cash...tagihanku dewe ga isa ta jagakno...soale mari liburan gini akeh2 e sek molor2 bayar e.
Akhir e diputusno lek terpaksa ya mesti nggadaikno BPKB ituw...Nah nde kene iki kuasa Tuhan mulai bekerja. Aku nggak langsung ke pegadaian....tapi nggurus perpanjangan SIUP sek...hari ini entek soal e wes an masa berlakue...rencana ne mari ngurus SIUP baru mbe emesku ke pegadaian, Nah, surat2 e SIUP ini wes ta persiapno ket hari jumat....nggurus e nde cedek e samsat situ....BUDHAL wes akhir e ke situ mbe sodok lemes2 ngono...hehehehehehe
Dadakno, mesti ada formulir lagi seng ta isi, ambe mesti TT ke emakku, soal e SIUP e atas namane emakku...akhir e mesti mampir ke rumah e emmaku gae minta TT. Mari ngono wes mari minta TT e emakku, balek lagi ke tempat e SIUP iku td, ambil nomor antrian trus tunggu dipanggil.
Eh..dadakno, aku salah nggae surat kuasa, isine surat kuasa, judul e surat pernyataan...salah judul tok..wong e ga gelem....wah....onok2 ae...brarti mesti balek maneh ke rumahku, mbenakno surat e, trus minta TT nang omah e makku, trus balek kono maneh...wih2.....
Sampe nde rumah, mau nggak mau mesti ngurupno komputer gae mbenakno surat e...mek ngganti judul tok...ee wes...sekalian wes mbuka e-banking gae ngecek duek.....hehehehehe.....eh...wes..bener2 kuasa Tuhan ini...duek e nde bank moro2 onok 7 jt...ada satu toko seng mestine mbayar e 2 minggu lagi...wes dibayar sekarang...ngga tanggung2...3 nota sekaligus ditransfer....speechless wes.....wes seneng ga keruan perasaan ku...luweh seneng timbang mangan gratis..hahahahaha.....
Akhir dibatalno wes mbe TUhan acara ke pegadaian e....dihapus..hehehehe....Lha...emesku mau telpon ke cukong e triplek...mau bilang lek nanti mau ditransfer...mau pesen barang sekalian.....Dadakno wong e malah telpon dw ke emesku, ga mbicarakno masalah tagihan, malah nawar i emesku disuruh pesen barang......wah...benar2 mujizat Tuhan ini.....
Coba waktu ngurus SIUP e lancar ga pakek pulang rumah sek, mbenak2 no surat nang komputer, pasti aku langsung ke pegadaian......
INi memang benar2 kelimpahan yang dijanjikan Tuhan, bukan kelimpahan dalam hal harta duniawi, tapi kelimpahan dalam hal sukacita dan damai sejahtera. Dalam masalah duniawi yang menghimpit, saya masih boleh beroleh kelegaan dan pengharapan.
"Aku datang, supaya mereka mempunyai hidup, dan mempunyainya dalam segala kelimpahan"(Yohanes 10:10b). GBU all......
Written by: KING
Hari ini harus bayar utang nde orang ben iso dikasik barang lagi.....tapi apa daya...uang nde ATM garek 100rb, duek cash tinggal 1 jeti......bingung ga ketulungan wes...paleng nggak mesti bayar wong iku min 5jt......sampe emesku duwe pikiran kape nggadaikno BPKB ne spd motor ben iso dapet uang cash...tagihanku dewe ga isa ta jagakno...soale mari liburan gini akeh2 e sek molor2 bayar e.
Akhir e diputusno lek terpaksa ya mesti nggadaikno BPKB ituw...Nah nde kene iki kuasa Tuhan mulai bekerja. Aku nggak langsung ke pegadaian....tapi nggurus perpanjangan SIUP sek...hari ini entek soal e wes an masa berlakue...rencana ne mari ngurus SIUP baru mbe emesku ke pegadaian, Nah, surat2 e SIUP ini wes ta persiapno ket hari jumat....nggurus e nde cedek e samsat situ....BUDHAL wes akhir e ke situ mbe sodok lemes2 ngono...hehehehehehe
Dadakno, mesti ada formulir lagi seng ta isi, ambe mesti TT ke emakku, soal e SIUP e atas namane emakku...akhir e mesti mampir ke rumah e emmaku gae minta TT. Mari ngono wes mari minta TT e emakku, balek lagi ke tempat e SIUP iku td, ambil nomor antrian trus tunggu dipanggil.
Eh..dadakno, aku salah nggae surat kuasa, isine surat kuasa, judul e surat pernyataan...salah judul tok..wong e ga gelem....wah....onok2 ae...brarti mesti balek maneh ke rumahku, mbenakno surat e, trus minta TT nang omah e makku, trus balek kono maneh...wih2.....
Sampe nde rumah, mau nggak mau mesti ngurupno komputer gae mbenakno surat e...mek ngganti judul tok...ee wes...sekalian wes mbuka e-banking gae ngecek duek.....hehehehehe.....eh...wes..bener2 kuasa Tuhan ini...duek e nde bank moro2 onok 7 jt...ada satu toko seng mestine mbayar e 2 minggu lagi...wes dibayar sekarang...ngga tanggung2...3 nota sekaligus ditransfer....speechless wes.....wes seneng ga keruan perasaan ku...luweh seneng timbang mangan gratis..hahahahaha.....
Akhir dibatalno wes mbe TUhan acara ke pegadaian e....dihapus..hehehehe....Lha...emesku mau telpon ke cukong e triplek...mau bilang lek nanti mau ditransfer...mau pesen barang sekalian.....Dadakno wong e malah telpon dw ke emesku, ga mbicarakno masalah tagihan, malah nawar i emesku disuruh pesen barang......wah...benar2 mujizat Tuhan ini.....
Coba waktu ngurus SIUP e lancar ga pakek pulang rumah sek, mbenak2 no surat nang komputer, pasti aku langsung ke pegadaian......
INi memang benar2 kelimpahan yang dijanjikan Tuhan, bukan kelimpahan dalam hal harta duniawi, tapi kelimpahan dalam hal sukacita dan damai sejahtera. Dalam masalah duniawi yang menghimpit, saya masih boleh beroleh kelegaan dan pengharapan.
"Aku datang, supaya mereka mempunyai hidup, dan mempunyainya dalam segala kelimpahan"(Yohanes 10:10b). GBU all......
Written by: KING
Minggu, 02 Oktober 2011
Really need time management... Smangaatttt....
Hahaha... Kalo liat statusmu itu, harusnya kamu wes tidur skg... Masalah e... kok aku seger bugar ya?? hahaha, ok, bentar lagi aku tidur... ni dah mulai merem2 kok..
Sebelum ni aku post gambar gajah... So sweet...
lalu puisi itu "When you thought I wasn't looking" that's sweet too...
Like both of them so much... (^;^)(^;^)(^;^)
God, I feel like that "another bee" attract me... Yup, it just a feeling... God, lead me to the right path... "TERIMA KASIH TUHAN!!MEMANG SUNGGUH LUAR BIASA KASIH KUASA-MU..."
"Real friends hurt each other with the truth instead of destroying themselves with lies." To:Flower
Mr Twist of Fate, You somehow made Kokba dissappointed...
Smangattt to ALL of US...
Sebelum ni aku post gambar gajah... So sweet...
lalu puisi itu "When you thought I wasn't looking" that's sweet too...
Like both of them so much... (^;^)(^;^)(^;^)
God, I feel like that "another bee" attract me... Yup, it just a feeling... God, lead me to the right path... "TERIMA KASIH TUHAN!!MEMANG SUNGGUH LUAR BIASA KASIH KUASA-MU..."
"Real friends hurt each other with the truth instead of destroying themselves with lies." To:Flower
Mr Twist of Fate, You somehow made Kokba dissappointed...
Smangattt to ALL of US...
Jumat, 30 September 2011
Marvellously LOVED by my parents
Thank You, God for my Dad and Mom..
Mereka berdua sangat perhatian ke aku. Klo takinget-inget sekarang akeh wes... hal2 kecil seng bikin aku ngerasa klo aku bener2 disayang... wakakakkak... (namane juga anak e ya pasti disayang wes...)
Aku pernah cuci sepatu (sepatuku, sepatune adikku, sandalku, n sandal e mamaku), trus tiba2 Papaku menghampiri dan menawarkan untuk mencucikan... Aku disuruh siap2 segera mandi ae...
Mamaku walau aku ga ngom secara jelas, tapi ngerti aku pingin apa n perhatian klo oo, ni lipglossku sudah mau habis, tau2 aku sudah dibelikan... padahal aku ga minta...
Papaku, tidak peduli dia lagi lembur atau lagi dimana, dia selalu menyempatkan diri buat mengantar dan menjemput aku... Jadi aku biasane sebisa mungkin pulang ato berangkat sendiri... daripada liat papaku wira-wiri...
Mamku sangat perhatian ma aku makan ato gak... Pernah mamaku pergi keluar kota, kebetulan di rumah ga ada makanan, sebelum e mamaku wes telpon pas aku masi di kantor, nanti telponO ini ae lho... minta kirim. Pas di telpon aku lupa tanya berapa no telp, ternyata di rumah sudah ada note sing ditulisi no telp rumah makan itu...
Dan banyak hal2 lainnya lagi...
Love both of you, too...
Still Smile
Always try your best to get whatever you love. Otherwise, you'll be FORCED to love whatever you get.
To let go, I DON'T need strength. What I need is F A I T H and an understanding of Gods will.
When someone loves you, you feel strength. But when you step out and love someone... that requires courage.
Crying doesn't indicate that I'm W E A K. Since birth, it has always been a sign that I'm alive.
Sometimes, the best way to stay close to someone I love is by being just a friend. Nothing more, nothing less.
It doesn't matter how many times have you said it to me, I still smile when I heard those "3 words" from you.
To let go, I DON'T need strength. What I need is F A I T H and an understanding of Gods will.
When someone loves you, you feel strength. But when you step out and love someone... that requires courage.
Crying doesn't indicate that I'm W E A K. Since birth, it has always been a sign that I'm alive.
Sometimes, the best way to stay close to someone I love is by being just a friend. Nothing more, nothing less.
It doesn't matter how many times have you said it to me, I still smile when I heard those "3 words" from you.
When you thought I wasn't looking
by Mary Rita Schilke Korzan
When you thought I wasn’t looking
You hung my first painting on the refrigerator
And I wanted to paint another.
When you thought I wasn’t looking
You fed a stray cat
And I thought it was good to be kind to animals.
When you thought I wasn’t looking
You baked a birthday cake just for me
And I knew that little things were special things.
When you thought I wasn’t looking
You said a prayer
And I believed there was a God that I could always talk to.
When you thought I wasn’t looking
You kissed me good-night
And I felt loved.
When you thought I wasn’t looking
I saw tears come from your eyes
And I learned that sometimes things hurt—
But that it’s alright to cry.
When you thought I wasn’t looking
You smiled
And it made me want to look that pretty too.
When you thought I wasn’t looking
You cared
And I wanted to be everything I could be.
When you thought I wasn’t looking
I looked . . .
And wanted to say thanks
For all those things you did
When you thought I wasn’t looking.
Source: Paulo Coelho's blog
Kamis, 29 September 2011
hidden feeling
I miss U sooo much !
why don't u ever understand that ?
if I'm not texting u...it means I'm waiting for u to msg me !
if I'm not speaking to u..it means I want u to talk to me !
why can't u understand my feelings which I can't express ?
... ... why can't u ever feel them ?
it seems like u chose to act blind to my feelings... or rather should I say.. unexpressed and Hidden Feelings !!
I wish I could explain to you how I felt, because every night before I go to bed, you're all I think about.
I say “I don’t care” because... my pride won’t let me show you how much I need you.
Love is a fire. But whether it is going to warm my hearth or burn down my house, I can never tell.
You know you love someone when you save their texts and re-read them when no one is watching.
why don't u ever understand that ?
if I'm not texting u...it means I'm waiting for u to msg me !
if I'm not speaking to u..it means I want u to talk to me !
why can't u understand my feelings which I can't express ?
... ... why can't u ever feel them ?
it seems like u chose to act blind to my feelings... or rather should I say.. unexpressed and Hidden Feelings !!
I wish I could explain to you how I felt, because every night before I go to bed, you're all I think about.
I say “I don’t care” because... my pride won’t let me show you how much I need you.
Love is a fire. But whether it is going to warm my hearth or burn down my house, I can never tell.
You know you love someone when you save their texts and re-read them when no one is watching.
Hectic Days
Wwwooooo... Lately I really had hectic days, starting from Sunday, till today...
Papa Bear, rasane kali ini aku seng ngerjain Koko. Wakakakakka... Tebakan e bener2 melenceng, hahaha... Who is Garmatin?? That's still a mystery. You won't be able to guess it correctly.
Once i had a dream of seeing you dating with a girl, Diam. She has a long blond straight hair. She looks so astonishing with her pale beauty. I remember I had this dream when I got no reply from you... Then the next day, I thought maybe that you have already had some1 as your crush... "tak tugas sek yow." "mission complete"
Tuhan, berkumpul dengan Mudika bener2 membuatku berpikir. Aku benar2 bebas tertawa saat berkumpul bersama mereka.. Dulu di GENX juga seperti itu... sejak kapan jadi seperti ini yach?? Sejak aku menunjukkan kecemburuanku... DIAM keliatannya COOL COOL aja. Aku n Why yang ribut2 sendiri. This roller coaster should stop, I said to my heart. I am trying, Lord.
Hhmmmm, Lord, you remind me maybe the first thing that you should do is to reconcile everything is to forgive and to restore your relationship with Why.
You had and have always whispered in my heart.. but I don't wanna listen, till now.
Even today, I am trying to be good to her, but then that negative thoughts just come out, I couldn't plan it, it just come out, I also couldn't curb it. This is abt KokBa's birthday gift. Tomorrow is his birthday. ( I am not pretty sure actually... ).
Yea, tentang GENX ini sebenere not dat compli... Wanna lay down everything before you feet, Lord... :))
Papa Bear, rasane kali ini aku seng ngerjain Koko. Wakakakakka... Tebakan e bener2 melenceng, hahaha... Who is Garmatin?? That's still a mystery. You won't be able to guess it correctly.
Once i had a dream of seeing you dating with a girl, Diam. She has a long blond straight hair. She looks so astonishing with her pale beauty. I remember I had this dream when I got no reply from you... Then the next day, I thought maybe that you have already had some1 as your crush... "tak tugas sek yow." "mission complete"
Tuhan, berkumpul dengan Mudika bener2 membuatku berpikir. Aku benar2 bebas tertawa saat berkumpul bersama mereka.. Dulu di GENX juga seperti itu... sejak kapan jadi seperti ini yach?? Sejak aku menunjukkan kecemburuanku... DIAM keliatannya COOL COOL aja. Aku n Why yang ribut2 sendiri. This roller coaster should stop, I said to my heart. I am trying, Lord.
Hhmmmm, Lord, you remind me maybe the first thing that you should do is to reconcile everything is to forgive and to restore your relationship with Why.
You had and have always whispered in my heart.. but I don't wanna listen, till now.
Even today, I am trying to be good to her, but then that negative thoughts just come out, I couldn't plan it, it just come out, I also couldn't curb it. This is abt KokBa's birthday gift. Tomorrow is his birthday. ( I am not pretty sure actually... ).
Yea, tentang GENX ini sebenere not dat compli... Wanna lay down everything before you feet, Lord... :))
Minggu, 25 September 2011
Trust U full
Sesuatu... Sir Cake of Courage... (Ganti nama panggung Mr Twist of Fate mu dg ini... hahaha...) Trust You full to get thru this, God...
Hallo, hari ini aku pergi dengan anak2 mudika... Tuhan, jujur sebenarnya aku tidak percaya diri menghadapi teman2ku... sepertinya aku seperti anak kecil saja... but, that's ME..
Jalan2 ke TP dan juga main bom bom car... aku benar2 senang berkumpul bersama mereka... Kita memang berkumpul karena kita berteman tanpa ada rasa apa2... tertawa sampai perut sakit karena tidak ada keputusan tentang kemana kita mau pergi... Setiap orang punya tujuan sendiri2... sampai Dettol bingung ( Once i fell for you Dettol, now you have already had a gf... I am happy for you... WYATB...) kamu sudah memutar mobilmu sampai berapa kali... hahaha...
Diam, kamu memang yang pertama yang membuatku berani melewati zona nyamanku... Semua itu terjadi karena Night Watcher club... 2 girls, 1 boy and 1 man... it never occur to me that things will turn out like this...
God, i wish I could be more REAL open with other... If i only count on my own capability, I will fail. Please help me... I trust You full. You know what's best for me... ( Somehow tonight i hope and then fall again... God, tonight actually i want to ask why? why? to Diam, but i don't have that courage... God, you understood me best... God, i am OK... hahaha... I wish i wont be mellow... God, if he is there, give him courage... otherwise please tuntun aku to pick the right path... )
Aku pingin berteman, tapi rupanya tidak mudah buat begitu.. perasaan selalu terbawa... ya, aku harus bbm dengan orang lain (berlatih berteman... freak yach?? hahaha... but that's true) juga saat BBM an dg mu... Jujur, batas antara fren n lover, aku masi ga bisa tarik garis... sebab aku ga banyak berteman dg cowo, tepatnya nyaris ga pernah deket dg cowo...
Wakakaka... ni emang personal diary... karena tu aku nulis nya lompat2.. tergantung yang ada di pikiranku... Tadi aku ditanyai oleh arek2 mudika "what criterias" Tuhannnn, they're smaller than me but they're more mature.. (apa tidak terbalik??)
... that there are times when a change of direction is for your highest good. It takes courage to change direction. Choose the path your heart agrees with and walk with your head high and your eyes open. Don't be afraid. @Message from God.
Okeee, start from this point onward I will put everything in place...
1. I hope I can earn more money from giving tuition
2. I wanna learn how to drive
3. I wanna be pretty
4. I wanna forget this matter, I wanna meet n get to know and get closer to some1 new.. (Some1 like Garmatin)----> Suka ngomel, tapi bisa kugodain, mengerti aku, dan tegas, klo bisa tinggi min sama mbe aku... hehehe... n seiman (kan aku selalu membayangkan kita sekeluarga masuk gereja bersama...)
Like how I get closer to Garmatin, I hope it will happen that way... AMIN.
God, honestly i am not ready for m*****g*. GOd, you understand all there in my heart. I trust U full. God, I wanna know more people n please show me the one that really capture my heart... Like how I get closer to Garmatin, I hope it will happen that way... I trust You full.
Hallo, hari ini aku pergi dengan anak2 mudika... Tuhan, jujur sebenarnya aku tidak percaya diri menghadapi teman2ku... sepertinya aku seperti anak kecil saja... but, that's ME..
Jalan2 ke TP dan juga main bom bom car... aku benar2 senang berkumpul bersama mereka... Kita memang berkumpul karena kita berteman tanpa ada rasa apa2... tertawa sampai perut sakit karena tidak ada keputusan tentang kemana kita mau pergi... Setiap orang punya tujuan sendiri2... sampai Dettol bingung ( Once i fell for you Dettol, now you have already had a gf... I am happy for you... WYATB...) kamu sudah memutar mobilmu sampai berapa kali... hahaha...
Diam, kamu memang yang pertama yang membuatku berani melewati zona nyamanku... Semua itu terjadi karena Night Watcher club... 2 girls, 1 boy and 1 man... it never occur to me that things will turn out like this...
God, i wish I could be more REAL open with other... If i only count on my own capability, I will fail. Please help me... I trust You full. You know what's best for me... ( Somehow tonight i hope and then fall again... God, tonight actually i want to ask why? why? to Diam, but i don't have that courage... God, you understood me best... God, i am OK... hahaha... I wish i wont be mellow... God, if he is there, give him courage... otherwise please tuntun aku to pick the right path... )
Aku pingin berteman, tapi rupanya tidak mudah buat begitu.. perasaan selalu terbawa... ya, aku harus bbm dengan orang lain (berlatih berteman... freak yach?? hahaha... but that's true) juga saat BBM an dg mu... Jujur, batas antara fren n lover, aku masi ga bisa tarik garis... sebab aku ga banyak berteman dg cowo, tepatnya nyaris ga pernah deket dg cowo...
Wakakaka... ni emang personal diary... karena tu aku nulis nya lompat2.. tergantung yang ada di pikiranku... Tadi aku ditanyai oleh arek2 mudika "what criterias" Tuhannnn, they're smaller than me but they're more mature.. (apa tidak terbalik??)
... that there are times when a change of direction is for your highest good. It takes courage to change direction. Choose the path your heart agrees with and walk with your head high and your eyes open. Don't be afraid. @Message from God.
Okeee, start from this point onward I will put everything in place...
1. I hope I can earn more money from giving tuition
2. I wanna learn how to drive
3. I wanna be pretty
4. I wanna forget this matter, I wanna meet n get to know and get closer to some1 new.. (Some1 like Garmatin)----> Suka ngomel, tapi bisa kugodain, mengerti aku, dan tegas, klo bisa tinggi min sama mbe aku... hehehe... n seiman (kan aku selalu membayangkan kita sekeluarga masuk gereja bersama...)
Like how I get closer to Garmatin, I hope it will happen that way... AMIN.
God, honestly i am not ready for m*****g*. GOd, you understand all there in my heart. I trust U full. God, I wanna know more people n please show me the one that really capture my heart... Like how I get closer to Garmatin, I hope it will happen that way... I trust You full.
Senin, 19 September 2011
Heartstrings OST: Because I Miss You (Jung Yong Hwa of CN Blue)
Always, under exactly the same sun
And always the same day
Other than you are not being here
there's nothing different at all
I just want to smile,
Want to forget everything
Just like absolutely nothing has happened
Smiling to live my days
Longing for you, I am longing for you
Reff:
Because I am longing for you
Everyday, all by myself
Calling and calling you
Missing you, I am missing you
Because I am missing you
Now it's like I have a habit,
Keep calling out your name
Even today.
I thought I'd let go
not leaving anything behind
No, no, now I still can't let you go
Reff:
Everyday, it feels like I'm gonna die
What should I do?
Love you, love you
I love you
I hadn't even spoken the words
I just let you go
Sorry, sorry
Do you hear my words?
My late confession,
Can you hear it?
I love you
I love you
Senin, 12 September 2011
Minggu, 11 September 2011
Finish it 1 by 1
Yuupppp.....
First, about Why, I can not do much.... My negative feeling and thought about her, I can't control it... I left that matter to you...
Ya, itu adalah kalimat yang baru kutulis saat hendak ke gereja... Engkau menjawabnya langsung... tapi, Bapa, aku sudah mencobanya... Dan Engkau selalu mengetes aku selanjutnya... Yang terjadi adalah saat pikiran mengontrol tindakanku, aku lulus tes, aku tidak bersikap dingin... bener2 tidak dendam... tapi cuma bertahan sebentar saja, Bapa, selanjutnya aku tidak bisa tidak berpikir negatif.. karena sejauh ini, aku tidak berpikir sampai sana, tetapi Why sudah memikirkannya... dan aku merasa terperangkap... Doaku tetap, untuk hal ini aku tidak bisa mengandalkan aku sendiri... bantu aku... (hehehe...)
Orang yang lemah tidak akan pernah dapat memaafkan orang lain, karena
"memaafkan" hanya bisa dilakukan oleh orang yang kuat. @MyQuotesDaily
Belajarlah dari anak-anak, mereka begitu cepat memaafkan orang lain, padahal mereka baru saja berkelahi,namum tak berapa lama, mereka sudah bermain kembali bersama- Lifelatos
Second, about flower... You r selfish.. you r spontaneous... you speak so frankly... honestly, I hold no more anger towards you, but ONE BIG BIG question remain... should I be the 1st one to say hello to you AGAIN AGAIN??
Kemaren aku inget pertengkaran kita... ga, biar aja tunggu aku punya ide buat ngusili kamu, baru aku sapa kamu...
Siang ini, ternyata sendiri tu ga enak.. dan jujur aku kehilangan tiangku... tapi jek gengsi... soal e inget lagu seng kamu tulis... gak... kamu terlalu enak sendiri, mosok aku lagi seng nduluin?? lagian kemaren kamu juga ga balas smsku tapi besok e balas sms e "you know who".
Malam ini, ternyata kamu mau dititipi.. ga perhitungan... LUMER wes aku... I will call you...
Indahnya sahabat sejati ketika,
ada sapa dalam diam ...
ada senyum dalam kebersamaan...
ada canda dalam pertemuan...
ada rindu saat berjauhan...
(Lifelatos)
Good friends are like Tom & Jerry sometimes crap keeps them apart, but they always come back together! #DamnItsTrue
Third, about Diam,
Diam, you are the 1st boy whom I can talk nonsense... it's funny...
But, Diam, we are only close to each other in BBM, and still---same thing happened to me---it's always me who make the first move...
I love when the guy I like texts me first, it means they're thinking about me. #DamnItsTrue
Diam, in reality... I don't have the courage to approach you.. Why is always there..
(You seemed to be comfortable with her, and she will always be there and ready to do anything for you, she does not have the principle that I have). Girl should not make the 1st move, that's my principle...
Ladies.. The proof of passion is pursuit! If a man REALLY wants to be with you, he finds a way! Keep your dignity! #ihatequotes
Jujur, kamu tipe yang suka diperhatiin... Why bisa lebih baik dalam hal itu... soale aku tu bukan orang seng perhatian, soal jalan, HP, tempat makan... kamu tanya aku hal itu pasti aku ga bisa jawab.. klo Why selalu bisa jawab...
Kadang aku mikir emang yang terbaik aku mundur... dulu aku pernah merasa kamu ada rasa ke aku... dulu... aku belum ada rasa saat itu... Why lebih cepat dekat ke semua orang dibanding aku.. Mungkin bila aku ga nunjukkin klo aku juga ada rasa ke kamu, dan ga cawe2... kalian pasti wes lebih deket..
Diam, klo taklihat, kamu mudah putus asa... dan bukan tipe cowo seng ndeketi... jadi pasti... klo aku ga ada respon, kamu dah melepas...
Aku dah ga pernah BBM personal kamu selama 2 minggu tepat hari ini...
I'm tired of feeling bad. I'd rather feel nothing. It's better, it's easier. #DamnItsTrue
(aku mulai ga BBM karena emang ga mau terlalu berharap.. dg BBM, pasti aku berharap, tapi di nyatanya, aku bukan apa2... sakit... aku ga mau gtu lagi. Tapi kok aku ga BBM kamu sesudah kamu ultah yo?? aku mau mulai BBM lagi.. tapi ga papa ta? buat aku sendiri, yakin isa tulus temen?? buat Diam, ga mau bikin kamu GR. nek aku mulai dulan gapapa ta?)
Love is complicated when you always depend on your feeling. Sometimes you just need to use your brain. #ihatequotes
2 minggu ga BBM kamu membuatku bisa menyetel hatiku dari 60 vs 09 jadi 50 vs 09. "setelan e tak bener no"----->tu status BB ku... Mind ku juga membantu aku, dia bertanya, kamu lak pingin orang yang perhatian kan?? yang selalu ada kaya Papamu kan? Diam sejauh ini cuma "almost here", entah karena alasan apa?? benerkah kamu begitu menginginkan Diam? klo tidak, relakanlah... ~~KEBESARAN dan KETETAPAN HATI~~
untuk kebaikanmu sendiri, Diam belum lulus tes "ALWAYS HERE"
untuk kebaikan DIAM, Why lebih bisa memperhatikan n memanjakan DIAM
untuk kebaikan grup, cold war ini bakal berakhir
Pa n Ma Bear, gapapa ta? ketoke setelan e rodok mantep kali ni... Confius, r u there? I will also ask my close co-workers. Last but BIGGEST, Ask MY FATHER in heaven... (^c^,)
First, about Why, I can not do much.... My negative feeling and thought about her, I can't control it... I left that matter to you...
Ya, itu adalah kalimat yang baru kutulis saat hendak ke gereja... Engkau menjawabnya langsung... tapi, Bapa, aku sudah mencobanya... Dan Engkau selalu mengetes aku selanjutnya... Yang terjadi adalah saat pikiran mengontrol tindakanku, aku lulus tes, aku tidak bersikap dingin... bener2 tidak dendam... tapi cuma bertahan sebentar saja, Bapa, selanjutnya aku tidak bisa tidak berpikir negatif.. karena sejauh ini, aku tidak berpikir sampai sana, tetapi Why sudah memikirkannya... dan aku merasa terperangkap... Doaku tetap, untuk hal ini aku tidak bisa mengandalkan aku sendiri... bantu aku... (hehehe...)
Orang yang lemah tidak akan pernah dapat memaafkan orang lain, karena
"memaafkan" hanya bisa dilakukan oleh orang yang kuat. @MyQuotesDaily
Belajarlah dari anak-anak, mereka begitu cepat memaafkan orang lain, padahal mereka baru saja berkelahi,namum tak berapa lama, mereka sudah bermain kembali bersama- Lifelatos
Second, about flower... You r selfish.. you r spontaneous... you speak so frankly... honestly, I hold no more anger towards you, but ONE BIG BIG question remain... should I be the 1st one to say hello to you AGAIN AGAIN??
Kemaren aku inget pertengkaran kita... ga, biar aja tunggu aku punya ide buat ngusili kamu, baru aku sapa kamu...
Siang ini, ternyata sendiri tu ga enak.. dan jujur aku kehilangan tiangku... tapi jek gengsi... soal e inget lagu seng kamu tulis... gak... kamu terlalu enak sendiri, mosok aku lagi seng nduluin?? lagian kemaren kamu juga ga balas smsku tapi besok e balas sms e "you know who".
Malam ini, ternyata kamu mau dititipi.. ga perhitungan... LUMER wes aku... I will call you...
Indahnya sahabat sejati ketika,
ada sapa dalam diam ...
ada senyum dalam kebersamaan...
ada canda dalam pertemuan...
ada rindu saat berjauhan...
(Lifelatos)
Good friends are like Tom & Jerry sometimes crap keeps them apart, but they always come back together! #DamnItsTrue
Third, about Diam,
Diam, you are the 1st boy whom I can talk nonsense... it's funny...
But, Diam, we are only close to each other in BBM, and still---same thing happened to me---it's always me who make the first move...
I love when the guy I like texts me first, it means they're thinking about me. #DamnItsTrue
Diam, in reality... I don't have the courage to approach you.. Why is always there..
(You seemed to be comfortable with her, and she will always be there and ready to do anything for you, she does not have the principle that I have). Girl should not make the 1st move, that's my principle...
Ladies.. The proof of passion is pursuit! If a man REALLY wants to be with you, he finds a way! Keep your dignity! #ihatequotes
Jujur, kamu tipe yang suka diperhatiin... Why bisa lebih baik dalam hal itu... soale aku tu bukan orang seng perhatian, soal jalan, HP, tempat makan... kamu tanya aku hal itu pasti aku ga bisa jawab.. klo Why selalu bisa jawab...
Kadang aku mikir emang yang terbaik aku mundur... dulu aku pernah merasa kamu ada rasa ke aku... dulu... aku belum ada rasa saat itu... Why lebih cepat dekat ke semua orang dibanding aku.. Mungkin bila aku ga nunjukkin klo aku juga ada rasa ke kamu, dan ga cawe2... kalian pasti wes lebih deket..
Diam, klo taklihat, kamu mudah putus asa... dan bukan tipe cowo seng ndeketi... jadi pasti... klo aku ga ada respon, kamu dah melepas...
Aku dah ga pernah BBM personal kamu selama 2 minggu tepat hari ini...
I'm tired of feeling bad. I'd rather feel nothing. It's better, it's easier. #DamnItsTrue
(aku mulai ga BBM karena emang ga mau terlalu berharap.. dg BBM, pasti aku berharap, tapi di nyatanya, aku bukan apa2... sakit... aku ga mau gtu lagi. Tapi kok aku ga BBM kamu sesudah kamu ultah yo?? aku mau mulai BBM lagi.. tapi ga papa ta? buat aku sendiri, yakin isa tulus temen?? buat Diam, ga mau bikin kamu GR. nek aku mulai dulan gapapa ta?)
Love is complicated when you always depend on your feeling. Sometimes you just need to use your brain. #ihatequotes
2 minggu ga BBM kamu membuatku bisa menyetel hatiku dari 60 vs 09 jadi 50 vs 09. "setelan e tak bener no"----->tu status BB ku... Mind ku juga membantu aku, dia bertanya, kamu lak pingin orang yang perhatian kan?? yang selalu ada kaya Papamu kan? Diam sejauh ini cuma "almost here", entah karena alasan apa?? benerkah kamu begitu menginginkan Diam? klo tidak, relakanlah... ~~KEBESARAN dan KETETAPAN HATI~~
untuk kebaikanmu sendiri, Diam belum lulus tes "ALWAYS HERE"
untuk kebaikan DIAM, Why lebih bisa memperhatikan n memanjakan DIAM
untuk kebaikan grup, cold war ini bakal berakhir
Pa n Ma Bear, gapapa ta? ketoke setelan e rodok mantep kali ni... Confius, r u there? I will also ask my close co-workers. Last but BIGGEST, Ask MY FATHER in heaven... (^c^,)
Sabtu, 10 September 2011
Afraid to hope...
Dear Diam,
I am exhausted. Am I being too suspicious over things? Or am I trying to eliminate all of those suspicious things? I am completely LOST and left ALONE without GPS.
I wanted you to tell me your story, but you told her.
You did nothing wrong, but that hurt me.
I wanted you to ask my help, but you asked her help.
You did nothing wrong, but that hurt me.
I triggered you to be curious abt me, but you persistently said NO.
You did nothing wrong, but that made me sad.
When I was alone, I hoped you would came over, but she approached you and both of you laughed together.
You did nothing wrong, but that made me sad.
My heart shouted but my lips were sealed perfectly.
You somehow had already taken all my courage...
You somehow made me feeling too afraid to hope and try...
I want to be mad at you, but then you will think of me as a mad girl.
That's why I retreat...
Look into my eyes, please.. Maybe you will understand...
I don't like silent good bye, but I am really LOST and don't know what else I can do.
Even if I really left, will you notice it? Will you ask me why?
For that too, my mind warns me so loud..
For only that too, I am afraid to hope..
I am exhausted. Am I being too suspicious over things? Or am I trying to eliminate all of those suspicious things? I am completely LOST and left ALONE without GPS.
I wanted you to tell me your story, but you told her.
You did nothing wrong, but that hurt me.
I wanted you to ask my help, but you asked her help.
You did nothing wrong, but that hurt me.
I triggered you to be curious abt me, but you persistently said NO.
You did nothing wrong, but that made me sad.
When I was alone, I hoped you would came over, but she approached you and both of you laughed together.
You did nothing wrong, but that made me sad.
My heart shouted but my lips were sealed perfectly.
You somehow had already taken all my courage...
You somehow made me feeling too afraid to hope and try...
I want to be mad at you, but then you will think of me as a mad girl.
That's why I retreat...
Look into my eyes, please.. Maybe you will understand...
I don't like silent good bye, but I am really LOST and don't know what else I can do.
Even if I really left, will you notice it? Will you ask me why?
For that too, my mind warns me so loud..
For only that too, I am afraid to hope..
Homogenic - Seringan Awan
Di sini semua berawal
Walau seribu tanya bicara
Terbungkam oleh pesona
Tanpa arah semakin jauh
Ku bertahan
Haruskah ku hilang tanpa pesan?
Akankah kurindu semua kesan?
Itulah hatiku
Rasakan yang berbeda
Itulah pikirku
Bawaku ke duniamu
Itulah harapku
Akankah engkau mengerti?
Bila hadirmu
Buat hatiku seringan awan
Disini semua terungkap
Walau nyata enggan berkata
Membisu oleh prahara
Tanpa arah semakin jauh
Ku bertahan
Haruskah ku hilang tanpa pesan?
Akankah kurindu semua kesan?
Itulah hatiku
Rasakan yang berbeda
Itulah pikirku
Bawaku ke duniamu
Itulah harapku
Akankah engkau mengerti?
Bila hadirmu
Buat hatiku seringan awan
Walau seribu tanya bicara
Terbungkam oleh pesona
Tanpa arah semakin jauh
Ku bertahan
Haruskah ku hilang tanpa pesan?
Akankah kurindu semua kesan?
Itulah hatiku
Rasakan yang berbeda
Itulah pikirku
Bawaku ke duniamu
Itulah harapku
Akankah engkau mengerti?
Bila hadirmu
Buat hatiku seringan awan
Disini semua terungkap
Walau nyata enggan berkata
Membisu oleh prahara
Tanpa arah semakin jauh
Ku bertahan
Haruskah ku hilang tanpa pesan?
Akankah kurindu semua kesan?
Itulah hatiku
Rasakan yang berbeda
Itulah pikirku
Bawaku ke duniamu
Itulah harapku
Akankah engkau mengerti?
Bila hadirmu
Buat hatiku seringan awan
Minggu, 04 September 2011
Pa&Ma Bear, Thank You!!
Thanks ya, Pa n Ma Bear buat doa damai nya...
Tu kan Doa Damai yang persis di misa?? hehe... takpikir Doa Damai seng lain... wes hapal (wakaakkak, tidak bermaksud buat gaya kok... cuma ngomong aja..)
Klo jujur, sebener e, sekarang bagian yang paling membuatku tak nyaman saat mengikuti misa bersama dengan arek2 adalah bagian ini. Setiap kali bagian ini, hatiku pasti memberontak berkata kalau aku berbohong.. Dari luar semuanya kelihatan baik2 saja, tetapi sebenarnya dari dalam, hubunganku dengan Why sudah sangatlah TAWARRRR...
Kita bersalaman hanya karena formalitas... hatiku bener2 protes, tapi aku tidak bisa kembali seperti dulu lagi... mungkinkah suatu saat kelak?? Amin. (Yang jelas, bila memang bisa, pasti bukan karena kemauanku murni semata, pasti karena pengaturanMu, Tuhan....)
Tentang hal kedua, bantu aku menyelesaikannya... Aku masih belum tahu harus berbuat bagaimana... Aku belum cerita ke siapapun... Aku marah... dan jengkel juga... protes juga, semudah itu dilepas?? Don't know what to say....
Tu kan Doa Damai yang persis di misa?? hehe... takpikir Doa Damai seng lain... wes hapal (wakaakkak, tidak bermaksud buat gaya kok... cuma ngomong aja..)
Klo jujur, sebener e, sekarang bagian yang paling membuatku tak nyaman saat mengikuti misa bersama dengan arek2 adalah bagian ini. Setiap kali bagian ini, hatiku pasti memberontak berkata kalau aku berbohong.. Dari luar semuanya kelihatan baik2 saja, tetapi sebenarnya dari dalam, hubunganku dengan Why sudah sangatlah TAWARRRR...
Kita bersalaman hanya karena formalitas... hatiku bener2 protes, tapi aku tidak bisa kembali seperti dulu lagi... mungkinkah suatu saat kelak?? Amin. (Yang jelas, bila memang bisa, pasti bukan karena kemauanku murni semata, pasti karena pengaturanMu, Tuhan....)
Tentang hal kedua, bantu aku menyelesaikannya... Aku masih belum tahu harus berbuat bagaimana... Aku belum cerita ke siapapun... Aku marah... dan jengkel juga... protes juga, semudah itu dilepas?? Don't know what to say....
Is this your reply?? Don't know what to say...
IGNORANCE, by: Paramore
If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle
A mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore
Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not A JUGDE but if you're gonna judge me
Well sentence me to another life
Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same (no)
We're NOT THE SAME (no)
Oh we're not the same
Yeah the friends who stuck together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good (hey)
It's good (hey)
It's good
Well you treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
This is the best thing that could've happened
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person but you can't take it
The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well now I can fend for myself
Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same (no)
We're not the same (no)
Oh we're not the same
Yeah we USED TO stick together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you CAN'T ACCEPT that the change is good (hey)
It's good (hey)
It's good
Well you treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Well you treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
Sabtu, 03 September 2011
Jumat, 02 September 2011
Before GOD
An old man sold toys in the Baghdad market. Knowing that his sight was not quite perfect, his customers sometimes paid him with fake money.
The old man discovered the ruse, but did not say anything.
In his prayers he asked God to forgive those who cheated him.
“Perhaps they’re short of money and want to buy presents for their children,” he said to himself.
The time passed and the old man died. Standing before the gates of Heaven, he prayed once more:
- Lord! – he said. – I am a sinner. I did many wrong things, I am no better than the false coins I was paid. Forgive me!
At that moment the gates swung open and a Voice was heard:
- Forgive what? How can I judge someone who all through his life never once passed judgment on others?
BEFORE GOD, by: Paulo Coelho, August 30th, 2011.
The old man discovered the ruse, but did not say anything.
In his prayers he asked God to forgive those who cheated him.
“Perhaps they’re short of money and want to buy presents for their children,” he said to himself.
The time passed and the old man died. Standing before the gates of Heaven, he prayed once more:
- Lord! – he said. – I am a sinner. I did many wrong things, I am no better than the false coins I was paid. Forgive me!
At that moment the gates swung open and a Voice was heard:
- Forgive what? How can I judge someone who all through his life never once passed judgment on others?
BEFORE GOD, by: Paulo Coelho, August 30th, 2011.
“Beneath every fear lies the pearl of hope.”
"The greatest influence in your life, stronger than your will power, is your environment. Change that, if necessary. Untill you are mentally strong, you can never be what you want to be without a good environment."
~Paramahansa Yogananda~
By: Lessons Learned In Life
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A young couple moves into a new neighborhood. The next morning while they are eating breakfast, the young woman sees her neighbor hanging the wash outside. “That laundry is not very clean”, she said. “She doesn’t know how to wash correctly. Perhaps she needs better laundry soap.” Her husband looked on, but remained silent.
Every time her neighbor would hang her wash to dry, the young woman would make the same comments. About one month later, the woman was surprised to see a nice clean wash on the line and said to her husband: “Look, she has learned how to wash correctly. I wonder who taught her this.” The husband said, “I got up early this morning and cleaned our windows.”
And so it is with life. What we see when watching others depends on the purity of the window through which we look. ~♥
By: Things that make you go :]
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A lion came across a group of cats having a chat. “I’m going to devour them,” he thought. But then an odd feeling of calm came over him. And he decided to sit down with them and pay attention to what they were saying.
- Good God! – said one of the cats, without noticing the lion’s presence. – We have prayed all afternoon! We asked for the skies to rain mice on us!
- And so far nothing has happened! – said another. – I wonder if the Lord really exists.
The skies remained mute. And the cats lost their faith.
The lion rose and went on his way, thinking: “funny how things are. I was going to kill those animals, but God stopped me. And even so, they stopped believing in divine grace. They were so worried about what was missing that they did not even notice the protection they were given.”
~Paulo Coelho's Blog, 12th of August, 2011.
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There I dedicated that sentence to some1, Here I dedicated that line to some1 else.
“Beneath every fear lies the pearl of hope.” -- Gabriella Goddard --
~Paramahansa Yogananda~
By: Lessons Learned In Life
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A young couple moves into a new neighborhood. The next morning while they are eating breakfast, the young woman sees her neighbor hanging the wash outside. “That laundry is not very clean”, she said. “She doesn’t know how to wash correctly. Perhaps she needs better laundry soap.” Her husband looked on, but remained silent.
Every time her neighbor would hang her wash to dry, the young woman would make the same comments. About one month later, the woman was surprised to see a nice clean wash on the line and said to her husband: “Look, she has learned how to wash correctly. I wonder who taught her this.” The husband said, “I got up early this morning and cleaned our windows.”
And so it is with life. What we see when watching others depends on the purity of the window through which we look. ~♥
By: Things that make you go :]
"~"~"~"~"~"~""~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"
A lion came across a group of cats having a chat. “I’m going to devour them,” he thought. But then an odd feeling of calm came over him. And he decided to sit down with them and pay attention to what they were saying.
- Good God! – said one of the cats, without noticing the lion’s presence. – We have prayed all afternoon! We asked for the skies to rain mice on us!
- And so far nothing has happened! – said another. – I wonder if the Lord really exists.
The skies remained mute. And the cats lost their faith.
The lion rose and went on his way, thinking: “funny how things are. I was going to kill those animals, but God stopped me. And even so, they stopped believing in divine grace. They were so worried about what was missing that they did not even notice the protection they were given.”
~Paulo Coelho's Blog, 12th of August, 2011.
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There I dedicated that sentence to some1, Here I dedicated that line to some1 else.
“Beneath every fear lies the pearl of hope.” -- Gabriella Goddard --
tertusuk duri bunga
WAAAAAA>>>>>>>WAAA>>>>>>>WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
Aku tak tahu harus bercerita apa?? Aku kah yang salah? Kenapa kamu berpikir seperti itu?? Aku sama sekali tidak ada pikiran seperti itu... Karena itulah, aku marah, aku tidak terima...
Mungkin kamu merasa kalau aku semakin cerewet, dulu ku tak begini... Aku sendiri merasa bahwa akhir2 ini ku semakin cerewet. Sebagai sohib, seharusnya kita bisa saling menegur kejelekan teman kita...
Dulu, karena kamu mutung an, aku malas menegur, daripada nanti kamu mutung?? Pusing aku malahan... Aku tau kamu dan mencoba menutupinya... Aku tau kamu, tetapi selama tidak ada yang protes, ya kudiamkan... Buat apa aku yang ribut?? Sebab biasanya kamu bakal menjawab ini aku apa adanya, jadi karena kita sudah dekat, baru aku berani seperti ini... BENAR juga. Bukankah teman menerima APA ADAnya?? Aku tidak bisa menjwab untuk pertanyaan ini.
Aku tahu kamu NETI, masalahnya apa yang kamu pikir tu SALAH. Dan kamu langsung menyimpulkan sendiri, tanpa bertanya ke aku, mengambil tindakan berdasarkan itu.
Aku baru tahu sesudahnya. ITU SEMUA PIKIRANMU...
Argumenmu yang pertama kenapa kamu sampai seperti itu, seakan menyiratkan aku supaya melakukan sesuatu yang tidak bisa kulakukan... You can't force ME doing something that's not ME...
Argumen keduamu menunjukkan bahwa kamu tidak kenal aku... Aku bukan orang seperti itu.. Itulah adalah caramu berpikir, dan kamu menganggap bahwa aku berpikir seperti itu... Those ALL are YOUR own thought...
JENGKELLLLL.... sebab memang aku TIDAK berpikir seperti itu...
SEBEELLL.... karena setelah dijelaskan pun, penjelasan itu TIDAK cukup...
KESEEELLL.... sebab aku sampai sekarang BELUM tahu bagaimana menghadapi hal ini..
Aku tak tahu harus bercerita apa?? Aku kah yang salah? Kenapa kamu berpikir seperti itu?? Aku sama sekali tidak ada pikiran seperti itu... Karena itulah, aku marah, aku tidak terima...
Mungkin kamu merasa kalau aku semakin cerewet, dulu ku tak begini... Aku sendiri merasa bahwa akhir2 ini ku semakin cerewet. Sebagai sohib, seharusnya kita bisa saling menegur kejelekan teman kita...
Dulu, karena kamu mutung an, aku malas menegur, daripada nanti kamu mutung?? Pusing aku malahan... Aku tau kamu dan mencoba menutupinya... Aku tau kamu, tetapi selama tidak ada yang protes, ya kudiamkan... Buat apa aku yang ribut?? Sebab biasanya kamu bakal menjawab ini aku apa adanya, jadi karena kita sudah dekat, baru aku berani seperti ini... BENAR juga. Bukankah teman menerima APA ADAnya?? Aku tidak bisa menjwab untuk pertanyaan ini.
Aku tahu kamu NETI, masalahnya apa yang kamu pikir tu SALAH. Dan kamu langsung menyimpulkan sendiri, tanpa bertanya ke aku, mengambil tindakan berdasarkan itu.
Aku baru tahu sesudahnya. ITU SEMUA PIKIRANMU...
Argumenmu yang pertama kenapa kamu sampai seperti itu, seakan menyiratkan aku supaya melakukan sesuatu yang tidak bisa kulakukan... You can't force ME doing something that's not ME...
Argumen keduamu menunjukkan bahwa kamu tidak kenal aku... Aku bukan orang seperti itu.. Itulah adalah caramu berpikir, dan kamu menganggap bahwa aku berpikir seperti itu... Those ALL are YOUR own thought...
JENGKELLLLL.... sebab memang aku TIDAK berpikir seperti itu...
SEBEELLL.... karena setelah dijelaskan pun, penjelasan itu TIDAK cukup...
KESEEELLL.... sebab aku sampai sekarang BELUM tahu bagaimana menghadapi hal ini..
Selasa, 30 Agustus 2011
Cake of Courage
Banyak kejadian yang buat aku naek turun 2 minggu ini....
Mengurusi kado buat anak e KokBa... Felt so depressed cos couldn't do anything 4 ur Bird Day.. Wept cos finally it's Why who bought the gift 4 U...
The next day, decided to summon courage to order that cake... (spiku coklat semua, blackforest, spiku biasa...)
Office: "HBD, sesuatu..." Stock Opname, maybe couldn't make it...
Home: Wore my newest dress..
Pizza: Felt so nervous... Took that salad with shivering hands..
(Saw you wore that shirt.. Somehow it slapped me in the face.. Woke me up of the fact that you are nothing compared to her... they are so close...)
Actually, before any of those things happen, my mind always warn me to prepare for the worst thing.. At that time, I just felt that all my effort is ZERO..
Maybe it's time for you to retreat... If I try, I will hope... If I hope, I could be hurt... Exhausted...
I had already done whatever best that I could... Then, for the rest, It's up to you all...
Let's be FRIEND!! (90 vs 09) turn into (60 vs 09)
As a friend, I won't give too much, thus i also won't expect much.. To keep a friendship, it must be done 2 ways. Hope you will be more considerate and sensitive...
Love is a big sacrifice, isn't it? You try to forgive and forget, but you still give it a try. You are hurt, but you still continue to love. You were betrayed, but you still hope. And the big hit? You've been left, but you still wait.
~Hidden Feeling~
(Soorry... I am not this idealistics... Honestly, I am exhausted.. If I push too hard, that's not ME...)
I really tried to be as sincere as possible... (that's why from this point onwards, i won't give if i still expect something more than friends..)
Sabtu, 27 Agustus 2011
Something New
It's the ones who hesitate to say "I love you" to early in the relationship that will in fact love you forever. #DamnItsTrue
Maybe for once it's not about the happy ending, Maybe it's about the story. #DamnItsTrue
90 VS 09, GUIDE ME to make this even...
I wish I could give you my pain just for awhile, not to hurt you, but for you to understand how much you hurt me. #DamnItsTrue
It's your life, you can live it however you choose to. Just make sure your life story is worth telling. #saturdayromance
Maybe for once it's not about the happy ending, Maybe it's about the story. #DamnItsTrue
90 VS 09, GUIDE ME to make this even...
I wish I could give you my pain just for awhile, not to hurt you, but for you to understand how much you hurt me. #DamnItsTrue
It's your life, you can live it however you choose to. Just make sure your life story is worth telling. #saturdayromance
Jumat, 19 Agustus 2011
Enjoy every smile and every tear, because the most beautiful smile comes after the most painful tear. #ihatequotes
Semua ada siklusnya
Jatuh untuk kemudian bangun dan bertindak.
Gagal untuk kemudian bangkit dan menjadi sukses.
Kecewa untuk kemudian bahagia dan mensyukurinya.
...Sedih untuk kemudian tersenyum yang menjadikan suasana hati kita diperbaharui.
Kita tidak tahu apa yang akan terjadi dengan kita setelah ini,
melangkahlah dengan pasti,
karena yang kita tahu hanyalah,
untuk kehidupan ini semua ada siklusnya.
by Agus Suprastyo
Jatuh untuk kemudian bangun dan bertindak.
Gagal untuk kemudian bangkit dan menjadi sukses.
Kecewa untuk kemudian bahagia dan mensyukurinya.
...Sedih untuk kemudian tersenyum yang menjadikan suasana hati kita diperbaharui.
Kita tidak tahu apa yang akan terjadi dengan kita setelah ini,
melangkahlah dengan pasti,
karena yang kita tahu hanyalah,
untuk kehidupan ini semua ada siklusnya.
by Agus Suprastyo
Suami Istri
Life Is A Jokes :
"Pria Sukses Adalah Pria yang Pendapatannya Lebih Besar daripada Pengeluaran Istrinya Dan Wanita Sukses Adalah Wanita Yang Berhasil Mendapatkan pria Tersebut...
Kata2 bijak hari ini:
"Suami yang baik selalu meminta pendapat istrinya & Istri yang baik selalu meminta pendapatan suaminya."
Hahahaha... Siapa setuju??
Life Is A Jokes :
"Di Belakang Pria Sukses Selalu Ada Wanita Yang Hebat (Eropa),
Di Belakang Pria Sukses Selalu Ada Pesugihan Yang Kuat (Indonesia)"
"Para suami Indonesia yang baik hatinya, mintalah dukungan doa dari istri Anda, sebelum memulai sesuatu yang penting, lalu perhatikan apa yang terjadi."
#Mario Teguh#
"Pria Sukses Adalah Pria yang Pendapatannya Lebih Besar daripada Pengeluaran Istrinya Dan Wanita Sukses Adalah Wanita Yang Berhasil Mendapatkan pria Tersebut...
Kata2 bijak hari ini:
"Suami yang baik selalu meminta pendapat istrinya & Istri yang baik selalu meminta pendapatan suaminya."
Hahahaha... Siapa setuju??
Life Is A Jokes :
"Di Belakang Pria Sukses Selalu Ada Wanita Yang Hebat (Eropa),
Di Belakang Pria Sukses Selalu Ada Pesugihan Yang Kuat (Indonesia)"
"Para suami Indonesia yang baik hatinya, mintalah dukungan doa dari istri Anda, sebelum memulai sesuatu yang penting, lalu perhatikan apa yang terjadi."
#Mario Teguh#
Percaya Diri
Hari ini, mulailah hidup
dengan kesungguhan untuk membangun
diri yang bisa Anda percayai.
Janganlah sering membohongi diri sendiri,
...karena lama kelamaan diri Anda
akan belajar untuk tidak mempercayai Anda.
Dan itulah yang disebut ‘tidak percaya diri.’
Percaya diri
adalah mempercayai janji Anda sendiri,
bahwa Anda akan mendahulukan
yang penting, dan menghindari hal-hal
yang tidak menguatkan Anda.
Orang lain belajar mempercayai Anda
dari kepercayaan Anda kepada diri Anda sendiri.
Mario Teguh
I dedicated this poem for my beloved duo narcissist friends. Both of U r always in my mind. Hope the best for u always!!
dengan kesungguhan untuk membangun
diri yang bisa Anda percayai.
Janganlah sering membohongi diri sendiri,
...karena lama kelamaan diri Anda
akan belajar untuk tidak mempercayai Anda.
Dan itulah yang disebut ‘tidak percaya diri.’
Percaya diri
adalah mempercayai janji Anda sendiri,
bahwa Anda akan mendahulukan
yang penting, dan menghindari hal-hal
yang tidak menguatkan Anda.
Orang lain belajar mempercayai Anda
dari kepercayaan Anda kepada diri Anda sendiri.
Mario Teguh
I dedicated this poem for my beloved duo narcissist friends. Both of U r always in my mind. Hope the best for u always!!
Senin, 15 Agustus 2011
Conclusions
Janganlah berharap untuk mendapatkan sesuatu
dari cinta dan yang kaucintai.
Karena,
...Cinta bukanlah untuk mengharapkan pemberian.
Cinta adalah tentang keanggunan hati untuk memberi.
Hanya orang yang hatinya menemukan kebahagiaan dalam memberi,
yang berbakat ditemukan oleh cinta yang lembut, jujur, dan setia.
Orang yang hatinya hanya tamak mengharapkan hadiah dari cinta,
akan dihindari oleh cinta, kecuali oleh penipu yang memalsukan cinta.
Memberi adalah hakikat cinta.
--Mario Teguh--
I believe that love is the most beautiful and the greatest of emotions, but can causes the biggest hurt in our lives…I believe it is worth the risk; I will take the hurt and remember the joy and live to love another day. ♥ Michele Burnell
Tak ada CINTA yg melukai,yg ada hanya keegoisan yg melukai cinta krn cinta cuma mengenal memberi dgn kerelaan utk mengasihi dgn tulus.^^ #Little hearts lie
Pull your heart out of its comfort zone. You'd never learn how to love unless you'd learn how to get hurt. #ihatequotes
What’s so hard about trying is the fact that you have to tell yourself to try. And when you try, try to do it with love. #N.N
dari cinta dan yang kaucintai.
Karena,
...Cinta bukanlah untuk mengharapkan pemberian.
Cinta adalah tentang keanggunan hati untuk memberi.
Hanya orang yang hatinya menemukan kebahagiaan dalam memberi,
yang berbakat ditemukan oleh cinta yang lembut, jujur, dan setia.
Orang yang hatinya hanya tamak mengharapkan hadiah dari cinta,
akan dihindari oleh cinta, kecuali oleh penipu yang memalsukan cinta.
Memberi adalah hakikat cinta.
--Mario Teguh--
I believe that love is the most beautiful and the greatest of emotions, but can causes the biggest hurt in our lives…I believe it is worth the risk; I will take the hurt and remember the joy and live to love another day. ♥ Michele Burnell
Tak ada CINTA yg melukai,yg ada hanya keegoisan yg melukai cinta krn cinta cuma mengenal memberi dgn kerelaan utk mengasihi dgn tulus.^^ #Little hearts lie
Pull your heart out of its comfort zone. You'd never learn how to love unless you'd learn how to get hurt. #ihatequotes
What’s so hard about trying is the fact that you have to tell yourself to try. And when you try, try to do it with love. #N.N
Joy and Love
A believer approached Rabbi Moche of Kobryn and asked:
‘How should I best use my days so that God will be contented with my actions?’
‘There is only one possible option: to live with love,’ replied the Rabbi.
Minutes later, another follower approached him and asked the same question.
‘There is only one possible option: try to live with joy.’
The first follower was taken aback.
‘But the advice you gave me was different!’
‘Not at all,’ said the rabbi. ‘It was exactly the same.
Paulo Coelho, 15th of August, 2011
‘How should I best use my days so that God will be contented with my actions?’
‘There is only one possible option: to live with love,’ replied the Rabbi.
Minutes later, another follower approached him and asked the same question.
‘There is only one possible option: try to live with joy.’
The first follower was taken aback.
‘But the advice you gave me was different!’
‘Not at all,’ said the rabbi. ‘It was exactly the same.
Paulo Coelho, 15th of August, 2011
Feelings can be controlled, but tears never LIE (short version)
Put U as a friend, I'm FINE
Put U as some1 special, I'm so FRAIL
To keep U stay close, I'll always look FINE
Not to scare U away, I'll never show that I'm FRAIL
...Give it a try, n hoping...
Is left alone, n weeping...
Don't wanna stand up, n waiting...
U don't feel it
U don't notice it
U're confused a bit
My friend is not in her mood
Sometimes, U come over
Most of the times, U only look over
Can't U feel me?
I'm falling apart, I'm coming unglued.
Can't U see that water?
That's the tears shed in secret.
U know my feeling somehow
U notice my tears sometime
How to response to it, U don't know
Coz U don't wanna give hope 2me
Maybe..
That's the reason why I'm still holding on
U care for me in your own way
Hopefully..
This bond stays forever
As best friends, or
As siblings.
That's why, I'll always look FINE
And, I'll never show that I'm FRAIL
Slowly..
I'll try to change
For my SMILE to be true,
For my JOY to be real,
And, for our BOND to last forever.
Being left out is really really horrible. But I can't say anything without sounding jealous or like a cry baby. #DamnItsTrue
Put U as some1 special, I'm so FRAIL
To keep U stay close, I'll always look FINE
Not to scare U away, I'll never show that I'm FRAIL
...Give it a try, n hoping...
Is left alone, n weeping...
Don't wanna stand up, n waiting...
U don't feel it
U don't notice it
U're confused a bit
My friend is not in her mood
Sometimes, U come over
Most of the times, U only look over
Can't U feel me?
I'm falling apart, I'm coming unglued.
Can't U see that water?
That's the tears shed in secret.
U know my feeling somehow
U notice my tears sometime
How to response to it, U don't know
Coz U don't wanna give hope 2me
Maybe..
That's the reason why I'm still holding on
U care for me in your own way
Hopefully..
This bond stays forever
As best friends, or
As siblings.
That's why, I'll always look FINE
And, I'll never show that I'm FRAIL
Slowly..
I'll try to change
For my SMILE to be true,
For my JOY to be real,
And, for our BOND to last forever.
Being left out is really really horrible. But I can't say anything without sounding jealous or like a cry baby. #DamnItsTrue
Minggu, 14 Agustus 2011
Feelings can be controlled, but tears never LIE. #DamnItsTrue
Can you hear that?
That's the sound of a breaking heart.
It's crying out to you,
It's crying out to you.
Can your see that water?
That's the tears shed in secret.
They cry out to you,
They cry out to you.
Can you hear me?
I'm falling apart,
I'm coming unglued,
I'm breaking apart.
(Hidden Feeling, 14th August, 2011)
Put you as a friend, I am FINE
Put you as some1 special, I am so FRAIL
To keep you stay close, I will always look FINE
Not to scare you away, I will never show that I am FRAIL
Give it a try, and hoping...
Is left alone, and weeping...
Don't wanna stand up, and waiting...
You don't feel it
You don't notice it
You are confused a bit
My friend is not in her mood
Sometimes, you come over
Most of the times, you only look over
Give it a try, and hoping...
Is left alone, and weeping...
Don't wanna stand up, and waiting...
Feel that you know my feeling somehow
Notice that you notice my unshed tears sometime
How to response to it, you don't know
Coz you don't wanna give hope to me
Maybe..
That's the reason why I am still holding on
You care for me in your own way
Hopefully..
This bond stays forever
As best friends, or
As siblings.
That's why,
I will always look FINE
That's why,
I will never show that I am FRAIL
Slowly..
I will try to change
For my SMILE to be true
For my JOY to be real
And,
For our BOND to last forever
(Stephnie Alice, 14th of August, 2011)
That's the sound of a breaking heart.
It's crying out to you,
It's crying out to you.
Can your see that water?
That's the tears shed in secret.
They cry out to you,
They cry out to you.
Can you hear me?
I'm falling apart,
I'm coming unglued,
I'm breaking apart.
(Hidden Feeling, 14th August, 2011)
Put you as a friend, I am FINE
Put you as some1 special, I am so FRAIL
To keep you stay close, I will always look FINE
Not to scare you away, I will never show that I am FRAIL
Give it a try, and hoping...
Is left alone, and weeping...
Don't wanna stand up, and waiting...
You don't feel it
You don't notice it
You are confused a bit
My friend is not in her mood
Sometimes, you come over
Most of the times, you only look over
Give it a try, and hoping...
Is left alone, and weeping...
Don't wanna stand up, and waiting...
Feel that you know my feeling somehow
Notice that you notice my unshed tears sometime
How to response to it, you don't know
Coz you don't wanna give hope to me
Maybe..
That's the reason why I am still holding on
You care for me in your own way
Hopefully..
This bond stays forever
As best friends, or
As siblings.
That's why,
I will always look FINE
That's why,
I will never show that I am FRAIL
Slowly..
I will try to change
For my SMILE to be true
For my JOY to be real
And,
For our BOND to last forever
(Stephnie Alice, 14th of August, 2011)
Sabtu, 13 Agustus 2011
Mempraktekkan nasehatku sendiri ternyata... susahhh...
Banyak hal terjadi akhir2 ini... Padahal yang seblumnya belum sempat kuceritakan..
Yaa... Sad, Hepi n besok, aku ga tau... sad or happy??
Sad, oleh2nya dititipkan ke Why.. I was not in a good mood for almost one day n one night...
Heppi, I could control my emotion and didn't bomb blast everything by making an "swt atatus"... malam sebelumnya aku bercakap-cakap dg Arus klo seharusnya ZZ harus memikirkan keadaan yang bakal terjadi sesudahnya sebelum melangkah (pelajaran yang dapat dipetik dari ZZ-Arus), aku tidak pernah berpikir bahwa aku akan mengalami hal sejenis itu dalam waktu kurang dari 24jam...
#justbecause I'm cool about it outside, doesn't mean I don't care about it inside. #DamnItsTrue.
Sometimes when I say "I'm OK" I want you look at me and say "Tell the truth" #DamnItsTrue
(For me, maybe it's not sometime, it would be most of the time...)
Sad or happy?? Tomorrow... I believe that God's answers are wiser than my prayers. #DamnItsTrue. Amen.
Love is when we pray secretly for our lover to be at his best moment at every time :) --Meeta Mansi Karnani---
Yaa... Sad, Hepi n besok, aku ga tau... sad or happy??
Sad, oleh2nya dititipkan ke Why.. I was not in a good mood for almost one day n one night...
Heppi, I could control my emotion and didn't bomb blast everything by making an "swt atatus"... malam sebelumnya aku bercakap-cakap dg Arus klo seharusnya ZZ harus memikirkan keadaan yang bakal terjadi sesudahnya sebelum melangkah (pelajaran yang dapat dipetik dari ZZ-Arus), aku tidak pernah berpikir bahwa aku akan mengalami hal sejenis itu dalam waktu kurang dari 24jam...
#justbecause I'm cool about it outside, doesn't mean I don't care about it inside. #DamnItsTrue.
Sometimes when I say "I'm OK" I want you look at me and say "Tell the truth" #DamnItsTrue
(For me, maybe it's not sometime, it would be most of the time...)
Sad or happy?? Tomorrow... I believe that God's answers are wiser than my prayers. #DamnItsTrue. Amen.
Love is when we pray secretly for our lover to be at his best moment at every time :) --Meeta Mansi Karnani---
Senin, 08 Agustus 2011
Lucu @ EAT
Aku wes lupa kapan ini terjadi... Yaa.. Soale wes kesuwen seh ga nulis2.. makae kali ini tak sempetin nulis, tapi belum basi kokk..
Hari itu kita makan di Eat, minumnya kita pesen Chinese Tea.. Kita yang kumaksud disini: Why, aku n Diam. Formasi duduk kita pas di Eat juga begitu..
Sebener e aku sudah tau klo cangkir teh Diam kosong, tapi yang pegang teko teh Why n aku mau ambilin teh buat Diam rodo malu ato ga tau knapa, ntar ketok blebihan.. Jadi aku diem aja.
Akhire Why yang nuangin buat Diam.. Dalam hati aku bergumam, seharuse aku tadi tanggap n ga malu2... Salahku sendiri..
Tapi rupanya cara menuangkan teh Why tidak cekatan, jadi akhire Diam malah meminta teko tehnya dikasi ke dia aja. Diam menuangkan tanpa takut kepanasan, luwes.
Tengah2 makan, cangkir teh Why kosong, ternyta Diam tanggap dan meminta cangkirnya untuk diisi.. Berhubung aku duduk di tengah, aku menjadi perantara dan memberikan cangkir Why di depan meja Diam.
Saat menerima cangkir Why yang sudah penuh terisi, sepintas aku langsung melihat cangkirku, cangkirku masih separuh terisi. Dalam hati aku membatin, aku juga mau diisikan cangkirku..
Ternyata Diam tanggap juga, dia juga menunjukkan mau mengisi cangkirku juga, tapi dia memandang aku dengan kebingungan n panik, "ketukar, itu bukan cangkirmu."
Saat itu aku sadar ternyata saat menerima cangkir Why yang penuh tadi, aku tidak langsung meletakkan di meja depan Why, tetapi malah membawanya, memegangnya erat2 dengan kedua tanganku dan mengangkat cangkirnya di depanku, seperti ga rela melepaskan cangkir itu.
Arus yang duduk di depan Why langsung tertawa terbahak-bahak, diikuti cengiran Diam. "Aku tau, ni mau taktaruh kok." Aku bilang seperti itu.
"Tapi, aneh, Ce, kok ga langsung diletakkan?" Diam protes. Arus tertawa ngakak lagi. "Aku tau kok itu bukan cangkirku." Aku bilang seperti itu lagi. "Tapi, gerakan e Cece tadi ga wajar." Diam menyahut, ga mau kalah sambil tersenyum-senyum melanjutkan menuangkan teh ke cangkirku. Arus tetap aja ngakak2 sambil komentar, "Iya, iya, Bener."
Hehehehehe... Aku dalam hati malu. Kalau dipikir-pikir, gerakanku memang agak ga wajar.. Masalah e kan waktu itu aku ga nyadar klo gerakanku terhenti soale aku sibuk dengan pikiranku... ;))
Hari itu kita makan di Eat, minumnya kita pesen Chinese Tea.. Kita yang kumaksud disini: Why, aku n Diam. Formasi duduk kita pas di Eat juga begitu..
Sebener e aku sudah tau klo cangkir teh Diam kosong, tapi yang pegang teko teh Why n aku mau ambilin teh buat Diam rodo malu ato ga tau knapa, ntar ketok blebihan.. Jadi aku diem aja.
Akhire Why yang nuangin buat Diam.. Dalam hati aku bergumam, seharuse aku tadi tanggap n ga malu2... Salahku sendiri..
Tapi rupanya cara menuangkan teh Why tidak cekatan, jadi akhire Diam malah meminta teko tehnya dikasi ke dia aja. Diam menuangkan tanpa takut kepanasan, luwes.
Tengah2 makan, cangkir teh Why kosong, ternyta Diam tanggap dan meminta cangkirnya untuk diisi.. Berhubung aku duduk di tengah, aku menjadi perantara dan memberikan cangkir Why di depan meja Diam.
Saat menerima cangkir Why yang sudah penuh terisi, sepintas aku langsung melihat cangkirku, cangkirku masih separuh terisi. Dalam hati aku membatin, aku juga mau diisikan cangkirku..
Ternyata Diam tanggap juga, dia juga menunjukkan mau mengisi cangkirku juga, tapi dia memandang aku dengan kebingungan n panik, "ketukar, itu bukan cangkirmu."
Saat itu aku sadar ternyata saat menerima cangkir Why yang penuh tadi, aku tidak langsung meletakkan di meja depan Why, tetapi malah membawanya, memegangnya erat2 dengan kedua tanganku dan mengangkat cangkirnya di depanku, seperti ga rela melepaskan cangkir itu.
Arus yang duduk di depan Why langsung tertawa terbahak-bahak, diikuti cengiran Diam. "Aku tau, ni mau taktaruh kok." Aku bilang seperti itu.
"Tapi, aneh, Ce, kok ga langsung diletakkan?" Diam protes. Arus tertawa ngakak lagi. "Aku tau kok itu bukan cangkirku." Aku bilang seperti itu lagi. "Tapi, gerakan e Cece tadi ga wajar." Diam menyahut, ga mau kalah sambil tersenyum-senyum melanjutkan menuangkan teh ke cangkirku. Arus tetap aja ngakak2 sambil komentar, "Iya, iya, Bener."
Hehehehehe... Aku dalam hati malu. Kalau dipikir-pikir, gerakanku memang agak ga wajar.. Masalah e kan waktu itu aku ga nyadar klo gerakanku terhenti soale aku sibuk dengan pikiranku... ;))
Sabtu, 06 Agustus 2011
Minggu, 31 Juli 2011
Senin, 25 Juli 2011
ketinggalan beneran deh... tapi ternyata bisa disusulkan... Heeppiii... Tks!!
Hahahha.. Thanks, God!
Honestly kemaren ngrasa gmana gtu... Gonna loose contact 4 a week... So hopeless. Tadi pagi, kmu BBM aku... Senang e... @Diam: tks, dah balas BBM ku di saat yg tepat..
Cinta itu tidak seperti:
Nobita, yang penakut..
Sizuka , yang lemah..
Giant, yang kasar..
Atau Suneo yang sombong..
Tapi:
Cinta itu seperti
Doraemon yang selalu penuh
dengan keajaiban.
(SMS Ko Pet)
Honestly kemaren ngrasa gmana gtu... Gonna loose contact 4 a week... So hopeless. Tadi pagi, kmu BBM aku... Senang e... @Diam: tks, dah balas BBM ku di saat yg tepat..
Cinta itu tidak seperti:
Nobita, yang penakut..
Sizuka , yang lemah..
Giant, yang kasar..
Atau Suneo yang sombong..
Tapi:
Cinta itu seperti
Doraemon yang selalu penuh
dengan keajaiban.
(SMS Ko Pet)
Minggu, 24 Juli 2011
My chief assistant (2)
Yaaa.... setelah peristiwa itu, gmana2, hubunganku dengan CA rodok kaku... Kalau dia ngom agak keras, aku pasti berpikir apakan ada maksud di baliknya... Tapi aku berusaha pikir positif kok....
"People can't force you to creep if you want to soar."
It's me and I'm happy with it....
Ada anak baru di kantorku. Anak baru ini suka maen HP d kantor, jadi walaupun belum ditegur, tapi beberapa teman2 kantorku sudah mulai membicarakannnya. Nah, siang itu, tepatnya Jumat, 22 Juli, kita sekantor berencana hendak berjalan-jalan ke Mall di Sidoarjo. Kita memang memilih Jumat sebab setiap hari Jumat kantorku istirahatnya 1,5jam. Cukup untuk dibuat jalan2 keluar kantor.
-To be continued tomorrow, the writer is sleepy now. Hehehe-
"People can't force you to creep if you want to soar."
It's me and I'm happy with it....
Ada anak baru di kantorku. Anak baru ini suka maen HP d kantor, jadi walaupun belum ditegur, tapi beberapa teman2 kantorku sudah mulai membicarakannnya. Nah, siang itu, tepatnya Jumat, 22 Juli, kita sekantor berencana hendak berjalan-jalan ke Mall di Sidoarjo. Kita memang memilih Jumat sebab setiap hari Jumat kantorku istirahatnya 1,5jam. Cukup untuk dibuat jalan2 keluar kantor.
-To be continued tomorrow, the writer is sleepy now. Hehehe-
Maka e, jok suka nunda2...
Hmm... aku kecewa, poO aku kok gak tau?? Aku lagi asik jalan2 mbe mama, aku ga cek update statusmu... aku bahkan ga sempet bilang met seneng2... Really wish could do more... more than that...
Aku baru tau klo kamu sudah pergi Bangkok 2 jam sesudah e... Rasanya pingin aku ngomel kenapa gak bilang2 klo kamu pergi hari ini? Tapi SIAPA AKUU?? Aku jadi teringat yang di film2 itu... Tertinggal di stasiun atau terminal... Aku cuma tau kamu pergine akhir Juli, tangal pastine tidak tau...
Hahaha... setelah kubaca ulang, yang diatas tu agak lebay ya?? Hahaha... Diam lho cuma pergi seminggu... (tapi padahal ada yang mau kuceritakan, jadi ga jadi deh... makae sebel2 piye gtu...) Why juga ganti PP di BB ne 3 menit sesudah Diam update status BB ne pk 13.18, "All bags are packed and ready to go..." Why pasti perhatiin Diam sedangkan aku?? malah ga tau... makae rodo2 sebel...
Akhir2 ini rasane hub ku mbe Diam jadi kayak dulu lagi... Seneng, hehe.. tapi...
"I am the girl and you are the boy, you text me first otherwise we won't talk today." Tetap selalu aku yang mendahului..
My pride didn't allow me to keep on BB him, dats why I postpone BB U... Unfortunately, I missed my last chance to BB you before you went abroad...
Frail solution: inbox your FB.. Hope you once open your FB and read it there...
#dearCRUSH Late at night when all the world is sleeping I stay up and think of you. #DamnItsTrue.
Aku baru tau klo kamu sudah pergi Bangkok 2 jam sesudah e... Rasanya pingin aku ngomel kenapa gak bilang2 klo kamu pergi hari ini? Tapi SIAPA AKUU?? Aku jadi teringat yang di film2 itu... Tertinggal di stasiun atau terminal... Aku cuma tau kamu pergine akhir Juli, tangal pastine tidak tau...
Hahaha... setelah kubaca ulang, yang diatas tu agak lebay ya?? Hahaha... Diam lho cuma pergi seminggu... (tapi padahal ada yang mau kuceritakan, jadi ga jadi deh... makae sebel2 piye gtu...) Why juga ganti PP di BB ne 3 menit sesudah Diam update status BB ne pk 13.18, "All bags are packed and ready to go..." Why pasti perhatiin Diam sedangkan aku?? malah ga tau... makae rodo2 sebel...
Akhir2 ini rasane hub ku mbe Diam jadi kayak dulu lagi... Seneng, hehe.. tapi...
"I am the girl and you are the boy, you text me first otherwise we won't talk today." Tetap selalu aku yang mendahului..
My pride didn't allow me to keep on BB him, dats why I postpone BB U... Unfortunately, I missed my last chance to BB you before you went abroad...
Frail solution: inbox your FB.. Hope you once open your FB and read it there...
#dearCRUSH Late at night when all the world is sleeping I stay up and think of you. #DamnItsTrue.
Sabtu, 23 Juli 2011
My chief assistant (1)
"SEBELL ma arek seng ga jujur!!"
July, 13, 4:24 p.m. via Blackberry
Niew dah peristiwa lama seh, sebenere males nginget2 lagi. Buat apa ingat2 peristiwa yang menjengkelkan hayo?? Kan tidak ada gunanya. Lagian hubungan kita dah "baik2" sejauh yang aku tau. Hehehe...
Okay, cerita singkat aja. Pagi2 dia bertanya sesuatu ke aku, padahal itu bukan bagianku. Nahhhh, aku pasti bingung, dan bertanya, "Kamu dapat data ini dari mana? Sebelumnya aku tidak pernah lihat ini."
Eee... dia menjelaskan dengan nada tinggi kalau ini semua adalah hasil jurnalku. Aku tersulut deh...
"Diperiksai dulu, baru bertanya."
Nah, gmana gak emosi tu?? aku bilang, "Ini bukan pekerjaanku."
"Taruh saja kalau tidak bisa mancari."
Ya, kutaruh.
Dat's ONE.
Siang nya dia membutuhkan rekapan dataku, untuk menelusuri sesuatu, tapi dia malah minta bantuan pada teman dekatku. Instruksinya juga tidak begitu jelas, jadi pas temanku itu kutanyai sebenarnya data mana yang kamu perlukan, dia juga tidak bisa menjawab dengan jelas. Temanku bilang disuruh ma Chief Asist (CA). Gluodakkk...
Menjengkelkan ini, kenapa tidak minta sendiri saja, pakai perantara temanku segala??
Dat's TWO.
Pertengahan hari dia menemukan sesuatu yang tidak cocok dengan rekapannya, tidak bertanya baik2, tapi bernada menyalahkan aku lagi. Dat's THREE.
Pas pulang, aku memang sengaja minta konfirmasi apakah pekerjaanku sudah benar. Jawabannya yang berbelit dan menghindar benar2 membuatku EMOSI, benar2 MENDIDIH. That's TEN.
Spontan aku meng update status di FB, dengan BB baru pula. Biar spektakuler... Kekanak-kanakan?? Whatever... Aku juga curhat mbe temen2ku yang ada di BB grup.
Sesudah e, aku berpikir-pikir lagi, kita low masih dalam satu bagian, kalo sampe bertengkar besar juga ga enakan ntar... Lagian emang aku tau dia orangnya begitu, suka emosian dan begitulah wes... Aku juga menyayangkan kenapa kok justru status yang kupakai untuk peluncuran BB baruku malah sesuatu yang jelek?? Besoknya aku berpikir akan melupakan hal ini bila dia berlaku baik ke aku. Bila dia masih sok2an?? Tidak tahu, aku belum memikirkan kemungkinan itu. WAR? Maybe...
Ternyata, keesokkan harinya, dia berubah baik ke aku. Tapi siangnya, seperti ada CCTV dipasang khusus buat aku, aku jadi tidak bebas seperti biasanya jadinya. Oke, aku mengurangi kegiatan cek HPku, benar2 mengurangi...
Ada hasil positif dari ini: pekerjaanku jadi lebih cepat terselesaikan... Yah, begitulah, kita dah back to normal... Thanks, CA! ^:^
"My enemy is my best motivator."
(Aku tidak menganggapmu musuh cuma bingung harus pake kata2 apa... Personally, right now I didn't hold a grudge to U.. ^c^,)
July, 13, 4:24 p.m. via Blackberry
Niew dah peristiwa lama seh, sebenere males nginget2 lagi. Buat apa ingat2 peristiwa yang menjengkelkan hayo?? Kan tidak ada gunanya. Lagian hubungan kita dah "baik2" sejauh yang aku tau. Hehehe...
Okay, cerita singkat aja. Pagi2 dia bertanya sesuatu ke aku, padahal itu bukan bagianku. Nahhhh, aku pasti bingung, dan bertanya, "Kamu dapat data ini dari mana? Sebelumnya aku tidak pernah lihat ini."
Eee... dia menjelaskan dengan nada tinggi kalau ini semua adalah hasil jurnalku. Aku tersulut deh...
"Diperiksai dulu, baru bertanya."
Nah, gmana gak emosi tu?? aku bilang, "Ini bukan pekerjaanku."
"Taruh saja kalau tidak bisa mancari."
Ya, kutaruh.
Dat's ONE.
Siang nya dia membutuhkan rekapan dataku, untuk menelusuri sesuatu, tapi dia malah minta bantuan pada teman dekatku. Instruksinya juga tidak begitu jelas, jadi pas temanku itu kutanyai sebenarnya data mana yang kamu perlukan, dia juga tidak bisa menjawab dengan jelas. Temanku bilang disuruh ma Chief Asist (CA). Gluodakkk...
Menjengkelkan ini, kenapa tidak minta sendiri saja, pakai perantara temanku segala??
Dat's TWO.
Pertengahan hari dia menemukan sesuatu yang tidak cocok dengan rekapannya, tidak bertanya baik2, tapi bernada menyalahkan aku lagi. Dat's THREE.
Pas pulang, aku memang sengaja minta konfirmasi apakah pekerjaanku sudah benar. Jawabannya yang berbelit dan menghindar benar2 membuatku EMOSI, benar2 MENDIDIH. That's TEN.
Spontan aku meng update status di FB, dengan BB baru pula. Biar spektakuler... Kekanak-kanakan?? Whatever... Aku juga curhat mbe temen2ku yang ada di BB grup.
Sesudah e, aku berpikir-pikir lagi, kita low masih dalam satu bagian, kalo sampe bertengkar besar juga ga enakan ntar... Lagian emang aku tau dia orangnya begitu, suka emosian dan begitulah wes... Aku juga menyayangkan kenapa kok justru status yang kupakai untuk peluncuran BB baruku malah sesuatu yang jelek?? Besoknya aku berpikir akan melupakan hal ini bila dia berlaku baik ke aku. Bila dia masih sok2an?? Tidak tahu, aku belum memikirkan kemungkinan itu. WAR? Maybe...
Ternyata, keesokkan harinya, dia berubah baik ke aku. Tapi siangnya, seperti ada CCTV dipasang khusus buat aku, aku jadi tidak bebas seperti biasanya jadinya. Oke, aku mengurangi kegiatan cek HPku, benar2 mengurangi...
Ada hasil positif dari ini: pekerjaanku jadi lebih cepat terselesaikan... Yah, begitulah, kita dah back to normal... Thanks, CA! ^:^
"My enemy is my best motivator."
(Aku tidak menganggapmu musuh cuma bingung harus pake kata2 apa... Personally, right now I didn't hold a grudge to U.. ^c^,)
Selasa, 12 Juli 2011
Pengaduk besi dan garam
Seorang pemulung berjalan-jalan ditengah tumpukan sampah. Di tengah-tengah sampah tersebut ia menemukan sebuah pengaduk besi yang sudah tua dan berkarat. Sang pemulung kemudian memungut pengaduk besi tersebut dan kemudian meletakkannya di dalam tasnya. Kemudian ia pun berjalan lagi dan di dekat tempat ia menemukan pengaduk besi tadi, ia menemukan sebongkah garam dapur yang sudah sangat kotor. Garam tersebut kemudian ia pungut dan ia masukkan ke dalam tasnya juga. Di dalam tas si pemulung tersebut, garam dan pengaduk besi menjadi akrab. Mereka saling mengenal dan mengasihi satu sama lain, saling berbagi rasa, dan saling sharing tentang perjalanan mereka selama ini.
Sesampainya di rumah, si pemulung mengamplas pengaduk besi yang ia temukan tadi sehingga mengkilap kemudian melumurinya dengan minyak dan meletakkannya di tempat perkakasnya. Sedangkan bongkahan garam dapur yang ia temukan ia bersihkan dari kotoran-kotoran yang menempel padanya kemudian mencucinya sebentar dan meletakkannya di tempat bumbu dapur.
Pengaduk besi dan garam dapur sangat bersedih hati. Mereka yang sudah akrab merasa dipisahkan oleh si pemulung. Mereka menganggap si pemulung kejam karena telah memisahkan mereka. Dan mereka pun sepakat akan protes kepada si pemulung.
Akhirnya si pemulung mendengar protes kedua benda tersebut. Besi berkata “Tuanku, mengapa engkau memisahkan aku dari garam dapur. Ia sahabat sejatiku.” Garam dapur pun protes serupa : “Tidakkah sangat kejam tuan. Aku menyayangi pengaduk besi sahabatku. Mengapa engkau memisahkan kami ?”
Si pemulung menjawab mereka : “Hei pengaduk besi dan garam dapur. Tidak tahukah kalian bahwa jika kalian bersatu terlalu lama akan merusakkan satu sama lain. Tidak tahukah kalian bahwa garam dapur akan larut oleh uap air dan membentuk air garam. Air garam dapat bereaksi dengan besi dan menimbulkan karat kemudian karat itu akan mengotori kalian semuanya. Aku akan menyatukan kalian lagi saat aku memasak, kemudian aku akan membersihkan kalian lagi.
by Setitik Embun Inspirasi on Tuesday, July 12, 2011 at 7:43am
Sesampainya di rumah, si pemulung mengamplas pengaduk besi yang ia temukan tadi sehingga mengkilap kemudian melumurinya dengan minyak dan meletakkannya di tempat perkakasnya. Sedangkan bongkahan garam dapur yang ia temukan ia bersihkan dari kotoran-kotoran yang menempel padanya kemudian mencucinya sebentar dan meletakkannya di tempat bumbu dapur.
Pengaduk besi dan garam dapur sangat bersedih hati. Mereka yang sudah akrab merasa dipisahkan oleh si pemulung. Mereka menganggap si pemulung kejam karena telah memisahkan mereka. Dan mereka pun sepakat akan protes kepada si pemulung.
Akhirnya si pemulung mendengar protes kedua benda tersebut. Besi berkata “Tuanku, mengapa engkau memisahkan aku dari garam dapur. Ia sahabat sejatiku.” Garam dapur pun protes serupa : “Tidakkah sangat kejam tuan. Aku menyayangi pengaduk besi sahabatku. Mengapa engkau memisahkan kami ?”
Si pemulung menjawab mereka : “Hei pengaduk besi dan garam dapur. Tidak tahukah kalian bahwa jika kalian bersatu terlalu lama akan merusakkan satu sama lain. Tidak tahukah kalian bahwa garam dapur akan larut oleh uap air dan membentuk air garam. Air garam dapat bereaksi dengan besi dan menimbulkan karat kemudian karat itu akan mengotori kalian semuanya. Aku akan menyatukan kalian lagi saat aku memasak, kemudian aku akan membersihkan kalian lagi.
by Setitik Embun Inspirasi on Tuesday, July 12, 2011 at 7:43am
Minggu, 10 Juli 2011
mind vs heart
know you no longer there,
but won't ask why.
won't ask questions that only make me cry.
know you had gone
and can't ask you to stay.
really miss those crazy moments...
times when your eyes fixed on me..
how come things turn out like this??
wish could turn back time..
and correct all those turnings
so that we can have those moments again.
notice me, take my hand please..
hold it always and
don't let go
#justbecause I don't say certain things, doesn't mean I don't feel them. #DamnItsTrue
I'm dying to talk to you but I'm not texting you first. #DamnItsTrue
Ku tak tau apa yang ada di pikiranku... Semuanya begitu membingungkan. Capek aku berada dalam semua ketidakpastian ini... semua ketakutan dan prasangka...
-Stephnie Alice-
I hate it when I'm sad for no reason :|
I love it when I'm happy for no reason. :D
#DamnItsTrue
but won't ask why.
won't ask questions that only make me cry.
know you had gone
and can't ask you to stay.
really miss those crazy moments...
times when your eyes fixed on me..
how come things turn out like this??
wish could turn back time..
and correct all those turnings
so that we can have those moments again.
notice me, take my hand please..
hold it always and
don't let go
#justbecause I don't say certain things, doesn't mean I don't feel them. #DamnItsTrue
I'm dying to talk to you but I'm not texting you first. #DamnItsTrue
Ku tak tau apa yang ada di pikiranku... Semuanya begitu membingungkan. Capek aku berada dalam semua ketidakpastian ini... semua ketakutan dan prasangka...
-Stephnie Alice-
I hate it when I'm sad for no reason :|
I love it when I'm happy for no reason. :D
#DamnItsTrue
Sabtu, 09 Juli 2011
terbawa mood... being too carried away, back to normal...
Sharing yourself with someone, letting them see all of you, the true you, can be a fearful time filled with worries of acceptance and if by doing so will they see you in a different light. Face this fear with the power of self love & the light inside you. If the person looks upon you w/changed eyes and walks away, you have lost nothing, for if they can’t see ”you” you never really had them. ♥ Michele Burnell
have so many questions
if only i am not afraid to ask
notice you have changed,
if only i ask you why
aware that you are leaving
......if only i ask you to stay
miss those funny sweet memories
if only i could turn back time
If only.. all if only.. just if only..
-Stephnie Alice-
There is nothing we like to see so much as the gleam of pleasure in a person's eye when he feels that we have sympathized with him, understood him. At these moments something fine and spiritual passes between two friends. These are the moments worth living.
- Don Marquis -
Your problem is how you are going to spend this one and precious life you have been issued. Whether you're going to spend it trying to look good and creating the illusion that you have power over circumstances, or whether you are going to taste it, enjoy it and find out the truth about who you are. ♥ Anne Lamott
Guide me to be a good gardener... Thank U..
-Stephnie Alice-
Seringkali ketika kita hilang Harapan
dan berpikir ini adalah akhir dari segalanya,
TUHAN tersenyum dari atas dan berkata
" Tenang Sayang, itu hanyalah belokan, bukan akhir !"
(lifelatos-@gerychocolatos )
"People are like stained-glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within."~Elizabeth Kübler-Ross
have so many questions
if only i am not afraid to ask
notice you have changed,
if only i ask you why
aware that you are leaving
......if only i ask you to stay
miss those funny sweet memories
if only i could turn back time
If only.. all if only.. just if only..
-Stephnie Alice-
There is nothing we like to see so much as the gleam of pleasure in a person's eye when he feels that we have sympathized with him, understood him. At these moments something fine and spiritual passes between two friends. These are the moments worth living.
- Don Marquis -
Your problem is how you are going to spend this one and precious life you have been issued. Whether you're going to spend it trying to look good and creating the illusion that you have power over circumstances, or whether you are going to taste it, enjoy it and find out the truth about who you are. ♥ Anne Lamott
Guide me to be a good gardener... Thank U..
-Stephnie Alice-
Seringkali ketika kita hilang Harapan
dan berpikir ini adalah akhir dari segalanya,
TUHAN tersenyum dari atas dan berkata
" Tenang Sayang, itu hanyalah belokan, bukan akhir !"
(lifelatos-@gerychocolatos )
"People are like stained-glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within."~Elizabeth Kübler-Ross
Selasa, 05 Juli 2011
I wont say "I'll never make you cry"; But I'll make you smile before ur tears get dry
Whatever your feelings for her,
The memories will always be there,
Whether it's good or bad.
Because everytime you remember those memories,
...it will always put a smile into your heart.
...And be glad that once in your life this person,
Made you happy and put colors into your life,
Even if it's just for a while.
I wont say "I'll never make you cry";
But I'll make you smile before ur tears get dry,
I wont say "I'll never tell you a lie;
But If I do, I do it for a reason, some day I'll tell you why,
I dont say "we'll never have a fight";
But I'll say I'm really sorry when I realize you were right.,
I dont say "Life together will be easy & bright";
But when things get tough.,
I'll hold you tight to me.,
I got nothing more to say,
I got nothing more to prove.,
But Always remember,
I love you forever !!!!!!
Source: Hidden Feeling
What a great poem!! ;DD
The memories will always be there,
Whether it's good or bad.
Because everytime you remember those memories,
...it will always put a smile into your heart.
...And be glad that once in your life this person,
Made you happy and put colors into your life,
Even if it's just for a while.
I wont say "I'll never make you cry";
But I'll make you smile before ur tears get dry,
I wont say "I'll never tell you a lie;
But If I do, I do it for a reason, some day I'll tell you why,
I dont say "we'll never have a fight";
But I'll say I'm really sorry when I realize you were right.,
I dont say "Life together will be easy & bright";
But when things get tough.,
I'll hold you tight to me.,
I got nothing more to say,
I got nothing more to prove.,
But Always remember,
I love you forever !!!!!!
Source: Hidden Feeling
What a great poem!! ;DD
Teguran & Hadiah
Wew.. akhir2 nie bener2 hari2 yang super duper suibukkk buat aku...
Curhat niew, akhir2 ni laporanku emang telat 1 atau 2 hari. Ya, sudah berjalan kira2 3 bulanan... Alhasil minggu lalu kena tegur deh aku ma kabagku.. Jujur, kabagku tu sabar, dia bilangin aku pelan2... kenapa kok akhir2 ini kamu tidak pernah nyicil?? Semuanya kamu tumpuk di akhir bulan, jelas aja kamu jadi seperti overload...
Jujur, bukannya ga mau nyicil, tapi belum sempet nyicil, ada satu titik kejenuhan di pekerjaanku ini... juga akhir2 ni aku sering kurang tidur, jadi sering ngantuk saat kerja dan akhirnya yang kukerjakan salah deh... Wadowww, nek wes salah, cari kesalahan tu seperti cari jarum dalam tumpukaan jerami wes... Pernah, tidak balance, aku mencari sumber e, 3 jam gak ketemu, akhir e aku ganti mengerjakan pekerjaan seng lain dan kembali mengulang dari awal pekerjaan itu keesokan harinya.. Tidak sampai 1 jam pekerjaan tu sudah beres...
Intinya, sebenarnya kata2 kabagku benar, aku tidak bisa menyicil lagi karena aku tidak bisa me manage waktu dg baek akhir2 ini... Kabagku biasane gak pernah negur aku sampe segtu ne.. Ya, rodo2 DOWN titik deh...
Bisa nebak apa yang menungguku di rumah?? adekku beliin BB... wahahahhha... kok ngene yo? Teguran dan hadiah di hari yang sama. Menurut pikiranku, BB bisa membuatku malah susah membagi waktu... Akhirnya aku mikir gni, wes pokok e aku ga bakal bawa BB ke kantor sampe aku bisa menyelesaikan lapku ONTIME bulan ini...
Sejauh niew, berhasil ONTIME.. kuselesaikan sesuai target... Tapi niew baru sparuh jalan... Cia yo, Phanili!!
Curhat niew, akhir2 ni laporanku emang telat 1 atau 2 hari. Ya, sudah berjalan kira2 3 bulanan... Alhasil minggu lalu kena tegur deh aku ma kabagku.. Jujur, kabagku tu sabar, dia bilangin aku pelan2... kenapa kok akhir2 ini kamu tidak pernah nyicil?? Semuanya kamu tumpuk di akhir bulan, jelas aja kamu jadi seperti overload...
Jujur, bukannya ga mau nyicil, tapi belum sempet nyicil, ada satu titik kejenuhan di pekerjaanku ini... juga akhir2 ni aku sering kurang tidur, jadi sering ngantuk saat kerja dan akhirnya yang kukerjakan salah deh... Wadowww, nek wes salah, cari kesalahan tu seperti cari jarum dalam tumpukaan jerami wes... Pernah, tidak balance, aku mencari sumber e, 3 jam gak ketemu, akhir e aku ganti mengerjakan pekerjaan seng lain dan kembali mengulang dari awal pekerjaan itu keesokan harinya.. Tidak sampai 1 jam pekerjaan tu sudah beres...
Intinya, sebenarnya kata2 kabagku benar, aku tidak bisa menyicil lagi karena aku tidak bisa me manage waktu dg baek akhir2 ini... Kabagku biasane gak pernah negur aku sampe segtu ne.. Ya, rodo2 DOWN titik deh...
Bisa nebak apa yang menungguku di rumah?? adekku beliin BB... wahahahhha... kok ngene yo? Teguran dan hadiah di hari yang sama. Menurut pikiranku, BB bisa membuatku malah susah membagi waktu... Akhirnya aku mikir gni, wes pokok e aku ga bakal bawa BB ke kantor sampe aku bisa menyelesaikan lapku ONTIME bulan ini...
Sejauh niew, berhasil ONTIME.. kuselesaikan sesuai target... Tapi niew baru sparuh jalan... Cia yo, Phanili!!
Minggu, 03 Juli 2011
Thanks 4 the Oratio
"bak berjalan di tebing yang sangat sempit... terlalu ke kanan, jatuh... terlalu ke kiri jatuh... bisakah selamat melewatinya??Arus, minta doanya ya??" ;)
-Stephnie Alice-
She's tough. She tries to hide it. She's difficult. But if you make an effort, she's worth it. #DamnItsTrue
Kamis, 30 Juni 2011
Sometime Somewhere
I am not in this world to live up to your expectations
And you are not in this world to live up to mine
You are you and I am I
And if by chance we find each other
...It is beautiful
---Frederick Perls´ Gestalt prayer---
Source: Lessons Learned In Life
Speechless message with deep feelings:
"Both are quiet but have hundreds of things running in the mind..
Both are missing each other badly but want the other 1 to initiate the conversation..
Both want to be with each other, to fight, to argue, to show love, but would pretend that they are fine without each other..
Both want to meet each other, but will not say anything and wait silently..
They would send each other taunting msgs but would not tel that 'Stupid I am missing U' "..
This is luv..sometimes we miss out on most luvable moments just because we want the other one to take the first step.
Showing love might improve the situation but showing ego definetely ruins it .:-)
By: Love is beautiful -Love-Laugh-Live-
Rabu, 29 Juni 2011
Bunga dan bunga saling lirih berbicara
Persahabatan diwarnai dengan berbagai pengalaman suka dan duka, dihibur - disakiti, diperhatikan - dikecewakan, didengar - diabaikan, dibantu - ditolak, namun semua ini tidak pernah sengaja dilakukan dengan tujuan kebencian (lifelatos)
Bayangkan betapa sulit mengubah diri sendiri, maka akan anda pahami betapa
kecil kemungkinan mengubah orang lain. :: follow us @MyQuotesDaily
"Relationships r a lot like Tom & Jerry. they tease each other,irritate each other, hurt each other & yet they cant live without the other"
Arus, thanks for the friendship that happened between us.
Forgive me for all my inconsideration... hehehehe...
Bayangkan betapa sulit mengubah diri sendiri, maka akan anda pahami betapa
kecil kemungkinan mengubah orang lain. :: follow us @MyQuotesDaily
"Relationships r a lot like Tom & Jerry. they tease each other,irritate each other, hurt each other & yet they cant live without the other"
Arus, thanks for the friendship that happened between us.
Forgive me for all my inconsideration... hehehehe...
Selasa, 28 Juni 2011
Bunga dan bunga saling keras berbicara
Ku tak tahu hendak berkata apa??
Tak mengerti jalan pikirmu
Hendak mengaturmu, siapakah dia??
Momen itu menyenangkan buatku
Tidak bolehkah ku bercerita??
Alangkah rumitnya dirimu
Mengapa engkau justru condong ke sana??
Demi menghindar dari hinggapan kupu-kupu
Memarahiku tanpa arah??
Tak bisa kuberjanji menurutimu
Tidak mengenal pribadi sayakah??
Walau serasa diingatkan, kumengenal pribadimu
Bunga dan bunga saling keras berbicara
Friends are born not made.
So a friend maybe quite the opposite to you but he/she will be special to you than anyone would ever be.
You can never plan for being friend with someone because friendship is a special flower that blooms at the right time and at the right place :)
And once it blooms it will never die because it is a special and immortal flower :)
----Life is beautiful. ~love~laugh~live's Photos----
Tak mengerti jalan pikirmu
Hendak mengaturmu, siapakah dia??
Momen itu menyenangkan buatku
Tidak bolehkah ku bercerita??
Alangkah rumitnya dirimu
Mengapa engkau justru condong ke sana??
Demi menghindar dari hinggapan kupu-kupu
Memarahiku tanpa arah??
Tak bisa kuberjanji menurutimu
Tidak mengenal pribadi sayakah??
Walau serasa diingatkan, kumengenal pribadimu
Bunga dan bunga saling keras berbicara
Friends are born not made.
So a friend maybe quite the opposite to you but he/she will be special to you than anyone would ever be.
You can never plan for being friend with someone because friendship is a special flower that blooms at the right time and at the right place :)
And once it blooms it will never die because it is a special and immortal flower :)
----Life is beautiful. ~love~laugh~live's Photos----
Minggu, 26 Juni 2011
Arus' tears
Dedicated to: Papa bear n Arus
Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers ...within yourself that you have built against it. ~ Rumi
WWahhhh, gmana bisa kurus... Pulang dari Plaza T**j***g**, trus lapar, n jam23.46 malah makan KFC?? Only this night! coz I am hungry.. hehehehe...
Manythings had happened today. Arus was suddenly burst into tears. Wow.. wow...
Papa Bear was the d 1 responsible for it...
Hahaha... Both of U r my buddies. U r my "waste baskets". Tempatku mendongeng dan kadang-kadang---tepatnya SANGAT kadang2---aku didongengi. Mungkin kasar an nya, mulutku rodo EMBER... ke Papa Bear, aku cerita ttg Arus demikian juga sebaliknya... (Hahahha, jok nanyak aku crita apa ae ke Nyes2 lho, Papa Bear... mosok aku aku harus ngulang cerita lagi?? Apik2 kok! Jok GR tapine...)
Thanks 2me... Karena kebiasaan emberku, kalian jadi seperti saling mengenal lama setelah bertemu.. Wakakakkkak...
Papa bear, aku punya andil dikit atas keberhasilan PB menebak.. (pasti PB gak trimo ini n demo) wahahhahha...
Arus, sekarang kamu juga punya teman curhat.. Sip! Sip!
Behind the icy mask people wear–there is a heart of fire. --Paulo Coelho--
Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers ...within yourself that you have built against it. ~ Rumi
WWahhhh, gmana bisa kurus... Pulang dari Plaza T**j***g**, trus lapar, n jam23.46 malah makan KFC?? Only this night! coz I am hungry.. hehehehe...
Manythings had happened today. Arus was suddenly burst into tears. Wow.. wow...
Papa Bear was the d 1 responsible for it...
Hahaha... Both of U r my buddies. U r my "waste baskets". Tempatku mendongeng dan kadang-kadang---tepatnya SANGAT kadang2---aku didongengi. Mungkin kasar an nya, mulutku rodo EMBER... ke Papa Bear, aku cerita ttg Arus demikian juga sebaliknya... (Hahahha, jok nanyak aku crita apa ae ke Nyes2 lho, Papa Bear... mosok aku aku harus ngulang cerita lagi?? Apik2 kok! Jok GR tapine...)
Thanks 2me... Karena kebiasaan emberku, kalian jadi seperti saling mengenal lama setelah bertemu.. Wakakakkkak...
Papa bear, aku punya andil dikit atas keberhasilan PB menebak.. (pasti PB gak trimo ini n demo) wahahhahha...
Arus, sekarang kamu juga punya teman curhat.. Sip! Sip!
Behind the icy mask people wear–there is a heart of fire. --Paulo Coelho--
Jumat, 24 Juni 2011
The one who cared most
The writer Leo Buscaglia was once invited to be on the jury of a school competition to find ‘the child who cared most for others’.
The winner was a boy whose neighbour, a gentleman of over eighty, had just been widowed. When he saw the old man sitting in his garden crying, the boy jumped over the fence, sat on the man’s lap and stayed there for a long time.
When he went back home, his mother asked him what he had said to the poor man.
‘Nothing,’ said the boy. ‘He’s lost his wife and that must have really hurt.
“I just went over to help him to cry.
By: Paulo Coelho
Comments:
Simple truth. Do nothing, just be there. Help people cry. Help people smile. Help ourselves live.. -Hearts-
Such a powerful and simple story. I sometimes think it strange that our natural tendency when we see someone crying is often to tense up and say “no no no, don’t cry, don’t cry”. Perhaps we don’t always know how to handle someone elses tears.
-Big Zen-
Signs of innocence and a pure heart. No matter what age you are, sometimes instinct is the best teacher. That little boy knew exactly what the man needed more than anything. -Celia-
The winner was a boy whose neighbour, a gentleman of over eighty, had just been widowed. When he saw the old man sitting in his garden crying, the boy jumped over the fence, sat on the man’s lap and stayed there for a long time.
When he went back home, his mother asked him what he had said to the poor man.
‘Nothing,’ said the boy. ‘He’s lost his wife and that must have really hurt.
“I just went over to help him to cry.
By: Paulo Coelho
Comments:
Simple truth. Do nothing, just be there. Help people cry. Help people smile. Help ourselves live.. -Hearts-
Such a powerful and simple story. I sometimes think it strange that our natural tendency when we see someone crying is often to tense up and say “no no no, don’t cry, don’t cry”. Perhaps we don’t always know how to handle someone elses tears.
-Big Zen-
Signs of innocence and a pure heart. No matter what age you are, sometimes instinct is the best teacher. That little boy knew exactly what the man needed more than anything. -Celia-
Rabu, 22 Juni 2011
Eyes on ME, otherwise I will just let U fly.
I'm like the pages out of a book,
If you truly enjoy my read,
You'll never put me ...down,
I'll always be there for you,
Even through the coldest breeze,
I'll warm your heart, I'll make you laugh,
Most of all I'll make your heart smile,
If you ever cry I'll pick you up,
Just remember....
Every page or chapter might not be your favorite,
But by the end of the book filled with many pages,
I think you'll love me,
Fact over Fiction,
You decide our fate,
I just want to be GREAT....
By: Simply Poetic
"In loving you, its only you I see in a room full of woman."
6 words story!! so cool!
SEBEL knapa aku harus SEBEL??? Weeee!!!!
... that it is okay to play ...
90:9, let's make it equal!
roller coaster?? trust U full, Father!
Senin, 20 Juni 2011
"Barang milikku yang paling berharga adalah Kamu."
Aku sangat menyukai ucapan mama : “Barang milikku yg paling berharga adalah kamu!” Ucapan yang sangat menyejukkan hati. dan sampai sekarang aku masih mengingatnya. Papa dan mama menikah karena dijodohkan orang tua, demikianlah yg dialami para muda-mudi ...dizaman itu, tapi hal ini sudah umum, tapi dizaman sekarang peristiwa itu sudah jarang terjadi, kebanyakan adalah hasil pilihan sendiri. Tapi mama sangat mencintai papa, demikian juga dg papa dan tampak selalu mesra, akur bagaikan pasangan cinta sejoli. Sangat sulit dibayangkan bahwa pernikahan mereka pernah diterjang badai! Badai itu nyaris memisahkan mereka. hanya karena emosi sesaat saja! Papa dan mama bekerja diinstansi yg sama, oleh karena itu setiap hari berangkat dan pulang bersama. Suatu hari mereka kerja lembur, mengadakan stock opname digudang, hingga pukul 2.00 dinihari dan baru pulang kerumah. Papa sangat letih dan lapar, sampai di rumah tidak ada makanan maupun minuman yg siap disaji. Papa yg lapar minta mama untuk menyiapkan makanan dan minuman. Beberapa hari belakangan ini emosi mama memang tidak stabil, ditambah lagi dg adanya lembur, badan dan pikiran sungguh melelahkan, sehigga dg kondisi yg labil itu, mama spontan menjawab dg nada keras, ” mau makan dan minum, memangnya tidak bisa masak sendiri? Apa tidak punya tangan dan kaki lagi, ya?” Karena papa juga terlalu capek, dan langsung menjawab dg acuh tak acuh, “kamu ini isteriku, memasak adalah sudah menjadi kewajibanmu!” Mama langsung merespon, “tengah malam begini mau masak apa? Sudah lewat waktunya makan, orang laki seharusnya lebih kuat dari pada perempuan!” Mendengar itu, marahlah papa, beliau langsung berteriak dg emosi, “kamu salah makan obat apa kemarin? Mau sengaja cari ribut,ya? Istri memasak untuk suami adalah wajar, kenapa harus tergantung pada waktu? Kamu tidak senang, ya? Kalau tidak senang, kamu pergi saja sekarang dari rumah ini!!!” Mama tidak menyangka akan menerima reaksi yg begitu keras. Setelah terdiam sesaat, mama kemudian berkata sambil menitikkan air mata, “kamu ingin aku pergi……..aku akan pergi sekarang!” Mama segera kembali kekamar untuk mengemasi barang2nya. Melihat mama masuk kamar dan berkemas- kemas, papa berkata kepada mama yg membelakanginya, “bagus! Pergi sana! Ambil semua barang2mu dan jangan kembali lagi!” Beberapa saat kemudian suasana menjadi sunyi senyap, tak ada kata2 kebencian lagi yg muncul, menit demi menit berlalu, tapi mama tetap tak kunjung keluar dari kamar. Merasakan keanehan itu, papa kemudian menyusul masuk kamar dan melihat mama sedang duduk diranjang penuh dengan linangan air mata. Sambil menatap koper kulit besar yg masih tergeletak diatas ranjang. Melihat papa datang, dg ter- isak2 mama berkata, “duduklah diatas koper kulit itu, supaya aku boleh mengenang masa2 perpisahan kita yg terakhir.” Merasa aneh, maka dengan sendu papa akhirnya tidak tahan juga untuk tidak bertanya, ” “untuk apa?” Sambil menangis dg ter-putus2 mama berkata, “emas dan perak aku tidak memilikinya,” tapi milikku yang paling berharga adalah kamu!” Kamu dan anak2ku, aku tidak memiliki apapun….” Meskipun kejadian itu telah lewat lama sekali, tapi aku masih mengingatnya terus sampai sekarang. Apalagi ketika mama mengucapkan kata2 terakhir itu, papa merasa sangat tergoncang, sejak malam itu, papa telah diubah dan telah menjadi sangat hormat dan sayang kepada mama. Menggandeng tangan anak2, merangkul mama serta senantiasa saling berpelukan. Kelak aku juga bercita- cita ingin mendapatkan pasangan yg seperti papa. Kehidupan apapun yg kita jalani ini, itu tidaklah penting; tapi yg terpenting adalah bagaimana sikap kita dalam menghadapi hidup ini, terutama disaat-saat badai itu muncul.” - Unknown - See More
By: Setitik Embun Inspirasi
By: Setitik Embun Inspirasi
Sabtu, 18 Juni 2011
U make my friend happy, I will feel happy too!
Inside every woman's heart is a girl who dreams of a prince charming. Maybe not the perfect one she imagined when she was a kid, but someone who can appreciate and love her for who she truly is :)
--Rini W.--
I am happy for U, Buddy! Wish U all the best!! Aku takut kehilangan semua perhatianmu.
Wakakkakk.. sek formal e to?? Hahahaha...
Honestly, aku juga ga duga bakal secepat ini.. Tapi, congratz!! That's a new experience for U.. He could be the ONE.
Last but not least, don't forget me, ok??
--Rini W.--
I am happy for U, Buddy! Wish U all the best!! Aku takut kehilangan semua perhatianmu.
Wakakkakk.. sek formal e to?? Hahahaha...
Honestly, aku juga ga duga bakal secepat ini.. Tapi, congratz!! That's a new experience for U.. He could be the ONE.
Last but not least, don't forget me, ok??
Selasa, 14 Juni 2011
Love my genx
Thank U, God! I felt so released lately...
Nothing's hard if heart has love; Nothing's impossible when heart understands; Nothing's heavy when GOD is in your heart. #ihatequotes
-Amien-
"Ayo, Why.. kamu ga mau masuk ta?? niew pakai kereta kok... gapapa. Nek jalan aku ya takut."
Why tidak menjawab.. Aku melihat ke arah Diam n Eyang yang sedang membeli tiket di loket, sebenere pingin.com..
Mereka ternyata membelikan kita tiketnya.
"Ce, jok cewe-cewe.. aku ga mao." Dia memandang ke arah Diam.
"Kita kan iring2an keretane, gapapa..," Aku bilang begitu.
WAKKKK... Ternyata, kita tidak naik kereta!!
"Lhoowww, ayo naek kereta... Kok gak naek kereta itu?" Aku protes.
Eyang menjawab,"Gak isa, Ce, keretane."
Waduhhh.. nek jalan, aku gak mau... rasanya seperti senjata makan tuan deh.
Diam segera mau masuk. Why langsung memegang tangan Diam, dan melepas peganganku. Tinggal aku n Eyang di luar. ?#%8@#??$$#@$?
"Ayo, Ce, gapapa." Eyang menenangkanku.
Wez kadung beli tiket piye?? Aku segera menyusul mereka berdua masuk.
Sepanjang perjalanan itu, aku ya cukup sering teriak2. Eyang usil, ikutan teriak2, aku ngomel, jok macem2 lho! Jok tambah nakut-nakuti! Akhire Eyang gak teriak2 maneh..
Aku pegangan n banyak sembunyi di balik e badane Why..
"Ce, nek megang jok kenceng2!"
"Ce, jok narik2!"
Yah, aku kan takut.. Jadi rasane aku megang Why tetap dengan erat..
"Waa...," Aku teriak. Diam n Why agak melompat karena teriakanku.
"Jok teriak2, aku seng kaget." Diam yang memimpin d depan protes.
Aku berusaha tenang n gak teriak.
"Aduhhhh, niew gelappp... Sek, sek, jok jalan dulu." Aku bilang sambil mau mundur ae. Mereka menunggu sebentar aku memantapkan hati, trus baru kita jalan lagi.
Wuihhh... akhirnya selesai juga.. Trus aku minta naek sepeda udara. Mereka sebenarnya agak ogah2an mau naek ga. Dingin, kan suadah jam 11.30 malam waktu itu. Tapi aku pingin... Akhirnya kita b4 naek. Aku, Why, Eyang dan Diam. Di tengah rute sepeda udara yang pendek itu, tiba2 Eyang berteriak,"Dinginnnn!!" Waktu aku noleh, dia menutup mulutnya, sambil bergumam, "Gapapa kok , Ce."
Sesudah bermain sepeda udara, kita bernarsis ria di rumah lampion. Foto di bawah itu salah satu hasilnya. Lucu! Mbanyol! (yg kanan lagi manis2 manja, yg kiri menikmati... hahahahahhaha....) Muesra puooolll....di kawin no ae langsung. Edan! Edan! (SORI YO....LEK KAWIN WES BOLAK BALIK...lek nikah gurung... ahahahahhahahaha)
Kita adalah pengunjung terakhir nomer 2 yang meninggalkan BNS, kita ke parkiran itu sekitar jam 12.30 malam. Sesampai di mobil, aku sempetin bertanya ke arek2, tadi sewaktu di sepeda udara apakah kalian kedinginan?? Mereka tidak menjawab, berarti IYA. Hehehehe... THANK YOU, tetap mau main walau kedinginan.
Yah, kalau dipikir semuanya asik, sepanjang tidak ada hal2 ruwet seperti yang kutakutkan merusak pikiranku.. Thanks, God, I am FINE. Friends Forever!! (Tin2 bilang kalo benih persaudaraan di antara kalian sudah ada, cuman tinggal dipupuk n disirami. )
Nothing's hard if heart has love; Nothing's impossible when heart understands; Nothing's heavy when GOD is in your heart. #ihatequotes
-Amien-
"Ayo, Why.. kamu ga mau masuk ta?? niew pakai kereta kok... gapapa. Nek jalan aku ya takut."
Why tidak menjawab.. Aku melihat ke arah Diam n Eyang yang sedang membeli tiket di loket, sebenere pingin.com..
Mereka ternyata membelikan kita tiketnya.
"Ce, jok cewe-cewe.. aku ga mao." Dia memandang ke arah Diam.
"Kita kan iring2an keretane, gapapa..," Aku bilang begitu.
WAKKKK... Ternyata, kita tidak naik kereta!!
"Lhoowww, ayo naek kereta... Kok gak naek kereta itu?" Aku protes.
Eyang menjawab,"Gak isa, Ce, keretane."
Waduhhh.. nek jalan, aku gak mau... rasanya seperti senjata makan tuan deh.
Diam segera mau masuk. Why langsung memegang tangan Diam, dan melepas peganganku. Tinggal aku n Eyang di luar. ?#%8@#??$$#@$?
"Ayo, Ce, gapapa." Eyang menenangkanku.
Wez kadung beli tiket piye?? Aku segera menyusul mereka berdua masuk.
Sepanjang perjalanan itu, aku ya cukup sering teriak2. Eyang usil, ikutan teriak2, aku ngomel, jok macem2 lho! Jok tambah nakut-nakuti! Akhire Eyang gak teriak2 maneh..
Aku pegangan n banyak sembunyi di balik e badane Why..
"Ce, nek megang jok kenceng2!"
"Ce, jok narik2!"
Yah, aku kan takut.. Jadi rasane aku megang Why tetap dengan erat..
"Waa...," Aku teriak. Diam n Why agak melompat karena teriakanku.
"Jok teriak2, aku seng kaget." Diam yang memimpin d depan protes.
Aku berusaha tenang n gak teriak.
"Aduhhhh, niew gelappp... Sek, sek, jok jalan dulu." Aku bilang sambil mau mundur ae. Mereka menunggu sebentar aku memantapkan hati, trus baru kita jalan lagi.
Wuihhh... akhirnya selesai juga.. Trus aku minta naek sepeda udara. Mereka sebenarnya agak ogah2an mau naek ga. Dingin, kan suadah jam 11.30 malam waktu itu. Tapi aku pingin... Akhirnya kita b4 naek. Aku, Why, Eyang dan Diam. Di tengah rute sepeda udara yang pendek itu, tiba2 Eyang berteriak,"Dinginnnn!!" Waktu aku noleh, dia menutup mulutnya, sambil bergumam, "Gapapa kok , Ce."
Sesudah bermain sepeda udara, kita bernarsis ria di rumah lampion. Foto di bawah itu salah satu hasilnya. Lucu! Mbanyol! (yg kanan lagi manis2 manja, yg kiri menikmati... hahahahahhaha....) Muesra puooolll....di kawin no ae langsung. Edan! Edan! (SORI YO....LEK KAWIN WES BOLAK BALIK...lek nikah gurung... ahahahahhahahaha)
Kita adalah pengunjung terakhir nomer 2 yang meninggalkan BNS, kita ke parkiran itu sekitar jam 12.30 malam. Sesampai di mobil, aku sempetin bertanya ke arek2, tadi sewaktu di sepeda udara apakah kalian kedinginan?? Mereka tidak menjawab, berarti IYA. Hehehehe... THANK YOU, tetap mau main walau kedinginan.
Yah, kalau dipikir semuanya asik, sepanjang tidak ada hal2 ruwet seperti yang kutakutkan merusak pikiranku.. Thanks, God, I am FINE. Friends Forever!! (Tin2 bilang kalo benih persaudaraan di antara kalian sudah ada, cuman tinggal dipupuk n disirami. )
Senin, 13 Juni 2011
HAI.. HAI.. HAI... WUOWOO...WO..WOOO... CAPEEE... haahahhahhaha....
Thank you, Father!! For everything... I enjoyed the trip... Gini2.. awale aku beneran cemas dengan bagaimana aku harus bersikap, aku ga bisa berpura-pura klo sebel ke seseorang... aku ga bakalan marah2, tapi biasane aku bakal dingin n banyak diamnya. Arus ga ikut, aku jadi tidak bisa menyibukkan diri dengan ngantel ke dia..
Peristiwa Pegasus mungkin membuat Why sedikit memujiku, katanya cara berpikir cece tu kaya cowo, banyak logikanya... dan mikir sesuatu sampe detil... ( What do you think? Is that right?? hahaha... I don't think so! ). Jujur aku bilang ke Why kalo banyak temenku bilang kalau aku mempunyai cara berpikir yang berbeda dari orang2.. bahkan extreme nya ada temenku yang bilang kalau aku adalah ALIEN, hahahha... (Jujur bila aku sedang down, aku menganggap ini sebagai salah satu kelemahanku malahan..)
Dear Father, thank U for always listening 2 my prayer. Honestly, Why sebenarnya tetap berlaku sama, hanya aku yang telah berubah. Sebelum berangkat aku telah memutuskan bahwa aku mau seneng2... harus seneng2 di sana!! caranya?? my new intentiion is definitely NOT a simple thing to do. Belum apa2, aku sudah dtest... PB bilang tu adalah tes pertama.. tes2 berikutnya pasti datang.. biarlah, Why memang begitu.. Question remains.. HOW??
"As we go on, we remember all the times we had together. And as our lives change, from whatever, we will still be friends forever." --Vitamin C--
TEMANNN!! TEMANN!!
Sebagai teman, aku tidak akan cemburu.
Sebagai teman, aku tidak akan curiga dan berpikir jelek.
Sebagai teman, aku tidak akan berlaku dingin.
Sebagai teman, aku tidak bakal dipusingkan dengan segala kruwetan ini...
Sebagai teman, aku tidak merasa tertusuk..
Sebagai teman, aku BEBAS..
Thank U, Father.. Coz at that time, I was released from all the pain.. Aneh!! Sampai di rumah, aku bertanya-tanya kenapa begitu ya? Biasane aku sebel2 dewe liat yang satu begiotu nempel, sedang yang satu FINE2 ae.. Kemaren, setiap aga gelagat seperti itu, selalu muncul pikiran ini: Sebagai teman, kamu bakal bagaimana? I know how to react. I am FINE. Thank U 4 the pain uplifting, Father!! Selama ini yang kutakutin adalah merana melihat mereka berdua begitu akrab, ternyata with Your hekp, everything is OK..
If he's the ONE, CHARM me! If he's not the ONE, ALARM me! U r my number ONE cupid..
Saat hati berkata ingin, namun Tuhan berkata TUNGGU...
Saat arimata harus menetes, Tuhan berkata tersenyumlah..
Saat semua terasa membosankan, Tuhan berkata teruslah melangkah sebab Tuhan lebih dulu tahu rancangan apa yang mendatangkan kebaikan dalam hidup kita hari ini.
-Johan Jonnan's Photos-
Jika Ia sebuah CINTA.....
Ia tak menyiksa namun Mengisi,
Ia tak memaksa namun Mengerti,
Ia tak datang dgn kata2 namun Menghampiri Dgn Hati,
Ia tak datang krn permintaan namun Senantiasa Hadir krn Ketulusan,
......Ia tak hadir krn kekayaan namun hadir krn Pengorbanan & kesetiaan
(lovelatos-follow twitter @gerychocolatos )
Peristiwa Pegasus mungkin membuat Why sedikit memujiku, katanya cara berpikir cece tu kaya cowo, banyak logikanya... dan mikir sesuatu sampe detil... ( What do you think? Is that right?? hahaha... I don't think so! ). Jujur aku bilang ke Why kalo banyak temenku bilang kalau aku mempunyai cara berpikir yang berbeda dari orang2.. bahkan extreme nya ada temenku yang bilang kalau aku adalah ALIEN, hahahha... (Jujur bila aku sedang down, aku menganggap ini sebagai salah satu kelemahanku malahan..)
Dear Father, thank U for always listening 2 my prayer. Honestly, Why sebenarnya tetap berlaku sama, hanya aku yang telah berubah. Sebelum berangkat aku telah memutuskan bahwa aku mau seneng2... harus seneng2 di sana!! caranya?? my new intentiion is definitely NOT a simple thing to do. Belum apa2, aku sudah dtest... PB bilang tu adalah tes pertama.. tes2 berikutnya pasti datang.. biarlah, Why memang begitu.. Question remains.. HOW??
"As we go on, we remember all the times we had together. And as our lives change, from whatever, we will still be friends forever." --Vitamin C--
TEMANNN!! TEMANN!!
Sebagai teman, aku tidak akan cemburu.
Sebagai teman, aku tidak akan curiga dan berpikir jelek.
Sebagai teman, aku tidak akan berlaku dingin.
Sebagai teman, aku tidak bakal dipusingkan dengan segala kruwetan ini...
Sebagai teman, aku tidak merasa tertusuk..
Sebagai teman, aku BEBAS..
Thank U, Father.. Coz at that time, I was released from all the pain.. Aneh!! Sampai di rumah, aku bertanya-tanya kenapa begitu ya? Biasane aku sebel2 dewe liat yang satu begiotu nempel, sedang yang satu FINE2 ae.. Kemaren, setiap aga gelagat seperti itu, selalu muncul pikiran ini: Sebagai teman, kamu bakal bagaimana? I know how to react. I am FINE. Thank U 4 the pain uplifting, Father!! Selama ini yang kutakutin adalah merana melihat mereka berdua begitu akrab, ternyata with Your hekp, everything is OK..
If he's the ONE, CHARM me! If he's not the ONE, ALARM me! U r my number ONE cupid..
Saat hati berkata ingin, namun Tuhan berkata TUNGGU...
Saat arimata harus menetes, Tuhan berkata tersenyumlah..
Saat semua terasa membosankan, Tuhan berkata teruslah melangkah sebab Tuhan lebih dulu tahu rancangan apa yang mendatangkan kebaikan dalam hidup kita hari ini.
-Johan Jonnan's Photos-
Jika Ia sebuah CINTA.....
Ia tak menyiksa namun Mengisi,
Ia tak memaksa namun Mengerti,
Ia tak datang dgn kata2 namun Menghampiri Dgn Hati,
Ia tak datang krn permintaan namun Senantiasa Hadir krn Ketulusan,
......Ia tak hadir krn kekayaan namun hadir krn Pengorbanan & kesetiaan
(lovelatos-follow twitter @gerychocolatos )
Sabtu, 11 Juni 2011
"As we go on, we remember all the times we had together. And as our lives change, from whatever, we will still be friends forever." --Vitamin C--
Amin. Bless our trip, Father.. Thanks!!
Rabu, 08 Juni 2011
New intention
Menonton Glee kemaren menyentil hatiku... Dear girl, what have you done?? Yup, selama ini aku sudah menahan segala sesuatunya... berlaku setengah hati ke Why, sering marah2 ga jelas ke DIAM, dan berlari-lari menghindar dari mereka berdua. Aku tidak dewasa sama sekali... Tapi, jujur itu reaksi spontanku... Sorry, this my first. I really meant those words, though those words are not originally mine.
Yang kulihat kemaren di Glee adalah akhirnya persahabatanlah yang bertahan... Ketulusan dalam persahabatan... Tadi pagi aku sudah bicara ke Tin2 bahwa aku akan meletakkan semuanya dan mulai segalanya dari awal lagi... tidak ada cemburu2, juga tidak ada kejar-mengejar--seperti kata the corrs, If I don't try, I don't hope, juga tidak ada lagi perlakuan dingin ke Why. I am really trying... Help me to really do it, God. That was what I prayed this morning.
It never occur to my mind that my intention would be soon put into a test in the very afternoon. This afternoon, i received a sms from Why telling me that we will sleep at the same room this Saturday. Oh my!! God, I am not ready for this.. Honestly, I am willing to be more gentle towards her, but not this close...
I shared this to Tintin. "Ce, you just complicated everything. Remember you went there to have fun with all of them, especially Ce Luisa. That's the main point."
Yup, Tin2 is right. Why should I feel afraid?? No, I am not afraid, I just feel a bit awkward, staying at the same room with her..
Tonight I think I have already be more gentle towards her. Fatherrr.. but she is still the same.. Yeah, rumahnya dekat dari Pegasus, tapi aku berpikir daripada dia berjalan sendiri, tentu semua orang akan berpikiran sama denganku, dan menyuruhnya ikut dengan kita... Kupikir begitu sampai di rumahnya , dia akan turun ternyata dia malah ikut berputar dengan kita... Aku peduli dengan dia daripada dia jalan sendiri, lebih baik ikut kita.. tapi dia tidak mengerti aku, she didn't let me to spend time together with DIAM... A friend will understand her friend's mind even if she doesn't say it. Why, I know you understand me well, but you just so selfish... God, please help me to stick to what I intend to do..
Father, I am not sure with what I have just seen at pegasus.. He rubbed his eyes when He was on the phone. Was I mistaken? or was it really true?? Yeah, DIAM, you touched my heart again.. Should I ask him?? Help me, Father to make a decision..
Just keep a friendship label in your heart and mind! Be more sincere and expect less! Be a true sincere friend..
Sometimes, things just have to happen to see how I actually feel about someone. #DamnItsTrue
Please guide my way always, Father! Thank you! Good nite, Father..
Yang kulihat kemaren di Glee adalah akhirnya persahabatanlah yang bertahan... Ketulusan dalam persahabatan... Tadi pagi aku sudah bicara ke Tin2 bahwa aku akan meletakkan semuanya dan mulai segalanya dari awal lagi... tidak ada cemburu2, juga tidak ada kejar-mengejar--seperti kata the corrs, If I don't try, I don't hope, juga tidak ada lagi perlakuan dingin ke Why. I am really trying... Help me to really do it, God. That was what I prayed this morning.
It never occur to my mind that my intention would be soon put into a test in the very afternoon. This afternoon, i received a sms from Why telling me that we will sleep at the same room this Saturday. Oh my!! God, I am not ready for this.. Honestly, I am willing to be more gentle towards her, but not this close...
I shared this to Tintin. "Ce, you just complicated everything. Remember you went there to have fun with all of them, especially Ce Luisa. That's the main point."
Yup, Tin2 is right. Why should I feel afraid?? No, I am not afraid, I just feel a bit awkward, staying at the same room with her..
Tonight I think I have already be more gentle towards her. Fatherrr.. but she is still the same.. Yeah, rumahnya dekat dari Pegasus, tapi aku berpikir daripada dia berjalan sendiri, tentu semua orang akan berpikiran sama denganku, dan menyuruhnya ikut dengan kita... Kupikir begitu sampai di rumahnya , dia akan turun ternyata dia malah ikut berputar dengan kita... Aku peduli dengan dia daripada dia jalan sendiri, lebih baik ikut kita.. tapi dia tidak mengerti aku, she didn't let me to spend time together with DIAM... A friend will understand her friend's mind even if she doesn't say it. Why, I know you understand me well, but you just so selfish... God, please help me to stick to what I intend to do..
Father, I am not sure with what I have just seen at pegasus.. He rubbed his eyes when He was on the phone. Was I mistaken? or was it really true?? Yeah, DIAM, you touched my heart again.. Should I ask him?? Help me, Father to make a decision..
Just keep a friendship label in your heart and mind! Be more sincere and expect less! Be a true sincere friend..
Sometimes, things just have to happen to see how I actually feel about someone. #DamnItsTrue
Please guide my way always, Father! Thank you! Good nite, Father..
Minggu, 05 Juni 2011
Gave Tuition Last Month
Hectic days... wow!! wow!!
Akhir2 niew aku ngelesi.. Sejauh ini aku seneng ngelesi... Thank God, murid2ku lucu n ga terlalu susah nangkap pelajaran e... Klo dipikir-pikir klo bisa full time ngelesi, dapet e lumayan lho... isa ngalahin kerja kantoranku skg.. Aku wes mulai bosen di kerjaanku sekarang... Aku gak ngantuk an, n semangat, juga seneng nggodain murid2ku. Hahaha... Moga2 les2an ni jalan terus n muridku isa nambah lagi di taon ajarn baru...
Di resolusi 2011 ku, aku bilang mau kerja dewe ya?? Aku ya wes lupa resolusi ku dulu apa ae... hehehee... rasane ada 3, seng inget:1. pingin kurus... (tapi sampe sekarang ya tetep ae... wes takganti, pokok e jok tambah lemu, hehehe..), 2. kerja dewe tu, 3. lupa... Ya, pokoke moga2 les2an ni jalan terus... Amin. Amin.
(posted @GENX, May 18, 2011)
Eyang likes this. He encouraged me by saying, "jok lali doa...ben lancar kabeh...." Koko baek likes this Eyang's statement. Why also encouraged me---honestly, my response to her is always an indifference. Sorry, but that's true.
Thank You, ALL!!
OMG, tnyata aku salah total ttg murid lesku. Adik e yak ampun, aku sampe g tau harus gmana??? akhire selesai juga n mpe rumah...
(posted @GENX, May 24, 2011)
Eyang : maksud e apa?
Koko Baek : rasae maksud'e, adik'e nuakal pwooll
ME :
Bener, Ko.. Nuakall.. kall.. puol.. puol..
Iya, Eyang, nek hadapi Koko ne, aku g sampe emosi, kmrn ya sampe emosi aku mbe adik e, jd aku ketok ga bwibawa gtu wes.. trus mosok mari bikin orang jengkel, aku dtinggal makan, muncul2 dia nawari roti sambil ngguyu2 ky g ada apa2, aku sampe ga tau harus yakpa..
Kmrn ngelesi mpe 3jam, cape n patah smangat aku rasane.. arek e tu wani n PD soro.. aku ky kalah gtu rasa e.. :(
Akhir2 niew aku ngelesi.. Sejauh ini aku seneng ngelesi... Thank God, murid2ku lucu n ga terlalu susah nangkap pelajaran e... Klo dipikir-pikir klo bisa full time ngelesi, dapet e lumayan lho... isa ngalahin kerja kantoranku skg.. Aku wes mulai bosen di kerjaanku sekarang... Aku gak ngantuk an, n semangat, juga seneng nggodain murid2ku. Hahaha... Moga2 les2an ni jalan terus n muridku isa nambah lagi di taon ajarn baru...
Di resolusi 2011 ku, aku bilang mau kerja dewe ya?? Aku ya wes lupa resolusi ku dulu apa ae... hehehee... rasane ada 3, seng inget:1. pingin kurus... (tapi sampe sekarang ya tetep ae... wes takganti, pokok e jok tambah lemu, hehehe..), 2. kerja dewe tu, 3. lupa... Ya, pokoke moga2 les2an ni jalan terus... Amin. Amin.
(posted @GENX, May 18, 2011)
Eyang likes this. He encouraged me by saying, "jok lali doa...ben lancar kabeh...." Koko baek likes this Eyang's statement. Why also encouraged me---honestly, my response to her is always an indifference. Sorry, but that's true.
Thank You, ALL!!
OMG, tnyata aku salah total ttg murid lesku. Adik e yak ampun, aku sampe g tau harus gmana??? akhire selesai juga n mpe rumah...
(posted @GENX, May 24, 2011)
Eyang : maksud e apa?
Koko Baek : rasae maksud'e, adik'e nuakal pwooll
ME :
Bener, Ko.. Nuakall.. kall.. puol.. puol..
Iya, Eyang, nek hadapi Koko ne, aku g sampe emosi, kmrn ya sampe emosi aku mbe adik e, jd aku ketok ga bwibawa gtu wes.. trus mosok mari bikin orang jengkel, aku dtinggal makan, muncul2 dia nawari roti sambil ngguyu2 ky g ada apa2, aku sampe ga tau harus yakpa..
Kmrn ngelesi mpe 3jam, cape n patah smangat aku rasane.. arek e tu wani n PD soro.. aku ky kalah gtu rasa e.. :(
The Beloved Man
A Siberian shaman asked God to show him a man that He loved. The Lord advised him to look for a certain farmer.
“What do you do to make the Lord love you so much?” the shaman asked the farmer when he found him.
“I say His name in the morning. I work all day and say His name before going to sleep. That’s all,” the farmer replied.
I think I found the wrong man, thought the shaman.
Just then the Lord appeared and said, “Fill a bowl with milk, go to town and then return. Without spilling a single drop.”
The shaman did so. On his return, the Lord wanted to know how many times he had thought of Him.
“How could I? I was worried not to spill the milk!”
“A simple bowl made you forget Me,” said the Lord, “and the farmer, with all his tasks, thinks of me twice a day.”
Published on September 5, 2010 in 20 SECOND Stories by Paulo Coelho.
“What do you do to make the Lord love you so much?” the shaman asked the farmer when he found him.
“I say His name in the morning. I work all day and say His name before going to sleep. That’s all,” the farmer replied.
I think I found the wrong man, thought the shaman.
Just then the Lord appeared and said, “Fill a bowl with milk, go to town and then return. Without spilling a single drop.”
The shaman did so. On his return, the Lord wanted to know how many times he had thought of Him.
“How could I? I was worried not to spill the milk!”
“A simple bowl made you forget Me,” said the Lord, “and the farmer, with all his tasks, thinks of me twice a day.”
Published on September 5, 2010 in 20 SECOND Stories by Paulo Coelho.
PRICELESS WISDOM
There is a story of about a sea captain who in his retirement skippered a boat taking day-trippers to Shetland Islands.
On one trip, the boat was full of youngpeople. They laughed at the old captain when they saw him say a prayer before sailing out, because the day was fine and the sea was calm.
However they weren't long at sea when a storm suddenly blew up and the boat began to pitch violently. The terrified passengers cameto the captain and asked him to join them in prayer.
But he replied, "I say my prayers when it's calm. When it's rough I attend to my ship."
Here is a lesson for us......
If we cannot and will not seek God in quiet moments of our lives, we are not likely to find him when trouble strikes.
We are more likely to panic. But if we have learnt to seek him and trust him in quiet moments, then most certainly we will find him when the going gets rough.
A PRAYER A DAY KEEPS EVIL AWAY.
make it a blessed day,
make this day good.
Posted @GENX by Eyang, June 4, 2011.
On one trip, the boat was full of youngpeople. They laughed at the old captain when they saw him say a prayer before sailing out, because the day was fine and the sea was calm.
However they weren't long at sea when a storm suddenly blew up and the boat began to pitch violently. The terrified passengers cameto the captain and asked him to join them in prayer.
But he replied, "I say my prayers when it's calm. When it's rough I attend to my ship."
Here is a lesson for us......
If we cannot and will not seek God in quiet moments of our lives, we are not likely to find him when trouble strikes.
We are more likely to panic. But if we have learnt to seek him and trust him in quiet moments, then most certainly we will find him when the going gets rough.
A PRAYER A DAY KEEPS EVIL AWAY.
make it a blessed day,
make this day good.
Posted @GENX by Eyang, June 4, 2011.
Kamis, 02 Juni 2011
ANSWER
"Love needs no map, for it can find it's way blindfolded." =Una Owen=
"Love is an ocean with invisible shores. Even if you don't know how to swim, don't be afraid to jump in the water." =Paulo Coelho=
"Everybody hurts in man made Utopia. Indecision made me tired." =Stephnie Alice=
"Just because I smile, doesn't mean that I'm happy. Sometimes it takes one smile to cover a million tears." =DamnItsTrue=
"I know i don't have any right to be mad at you, but that hurts." =Stephnie Alice=
"Holding back tears = The hardest thing ever (˘.˘'!|)" =DamnItsTrue=
"Eyes on me, otherwise I will just let you fly." =Stephnie Alice=
"This is my first time. Sorry." =Emilio Jose=
"The strongest love is love that can demonstrate its fragility." =Paulo Coelho=
"Encourage him if he's here (by my side). Discourage me if I'm not there (at his heart)." =Stephnie Alice=
"NO to HER doesn't mean YES to ME." =Stephnie Alice=
"Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself. Love is selfless... not selfish." =Tja Kwe=
"Afraid of being trapped in those hurting togetherness again.. but I will face it next Sunday.." =Stephnie Alice=
ANSWER:
"Dear Father, if he's the ONE, love charm me. If he's not the ONE, love alarm me. I believe that U are our number ONE cupid. ;) Thank U, Father"
A simple prayer for any girl who is in search of her soul mate.
"Love is an ocean with invisible shores. Even if you don't know how to swim, don't be afraid to jump in the water." =Paulo Coelho=
"Everybody hurts in man made Utopia. Indecision made me tired." =Stephnie Alice=
"Just because I smile, doesn't mean that I'm happy. Sometimes it takes one smile to cover a million tears." =DamnItsTrue=
"I know i don't have any right to be mad at you, but that hurts." =Stephnie Alice=
"Holding back tears = The hardest thing ever (˘.˘'!|)" =DamnItsTrue=
"Eyes on me, otherwise I will just let you fly." =Stephnie Alice=
"This is my first time. Sorry." =Emilio Jose=
"The strongest love is love that can demonstrate its fragility." =Paulo Coelho=
"Encourage him if he's here (by my side). Discourage me if I'm not there (at his heart)." =Stephnie Alice=
"NO to HER doesn't mean YES to ME." =Stephnie Alice=
"Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself. Love is selfless... not selfish." =Tja Kwe=
"Afraid of being trapped in those hurting togetherness again.. but I will face it next Sunday.." =Stephnie Alice=
ANSWER:
"Dear Father, if he's the ONE, love charm me. If he's not the ONE, love alarm me. I believe that U are our number ONE cupid. ;) Thank U, Father"
A simple prayer for any girl who is in search of her soul mate.
Rabu, 01 Juni 2011
=K*O*REKSI=
Hahahhahha... Ada banyak ke tidak tepat an dan ke ambigu an dalam tulisanku yang terakhir: "Finally She Can Move On (Rihanna-Cry)". Can anyone help me figuring those confusing lines?? Wakakakakkk...
1. --JaymieW, 5 months--
This part... Is Jamie 5 months old? Sek ajaib e arek ikiew, 5 taon wes isa jatuh cintrong n begitu bijaksana?? hahahaha... Or does Jamie need 5 months time until he can say those words? Ini masuk akal!! Hihiihihi.... tapi salah. The answer is: Jamie posted these lines 5 months ago. Jadi seharuse: --JaymieW, 5 months ago--
2. "I dedicated this video to someone that I am close to..."
Menurut kalian siapa "someone" yang kumaksud? My EX?? You will find out later.. at the end of my writing.
3. "I don't miss him, I miss who I thought he was."
Ini adalah salah satu kata2 yang ada di video. It sounds correct, especially to this situation. Kita tidak bisa melupakan memori2 indah yang dulu pernah ada. You can FORGET what people DO... you can FORGET what people SAY.. but you can never FORGET HOW THEY MAKE YOU FEEL ....
4. "Cia yo, girl!"
Kalian pasti berpikir kalau akulah "the girl". SAALAHHHH....
5. "Patah satu tumbuh seribu... SEREP.. just remember this!! Two of so many lines that you often told me.."
Nah, pas kalian baca kalimat ini, baru terasa ada sesuatu yang sedikit tidak nyambung. Mana ada cowo yang bilang begitu--jadikan aku serep aja--ke cewenya?? Already get what I trully mean? Hahahaha... makin pusing wes... :DDD
6. "Remember our dream?? Having a honey moon at the same time and on the same place... Wakakakkakk!! What a crazy idea, but not an impossible one to come true! Amen."
Siapa "our" di sini?? Namanya honey moon ya pasti berdua dengan pasangannya... juga pasti di tempat dan waktu yang sama... Masak mau nyoba honey moon di tempat yg beda dg telpon2an?? Ato lebih parah e di waktu yang berbeda, lewat mesin pesan?? OMG!!! Walau tehnologi dah makin canggih dan semuanya serba instant n praktis, jok sampe kaya gtu... Manusia jadi robot lak an itu... Jadi, kenapa aku ngomong sesuatu yang seharuse sudah pasti seperti itu (klo honeymoon pasti berdua di tempat n waktu yg sama)??
Kesimpulan:
Semuanya tidak nyambung, seng nulis ini perlu belajar bahasa Indonesia lagi, hahahhaa... Yah, maklum, saat itu benar2 pikiran yang langsung timbul, dan aku bener2 pingin menuliskannya saat itu juga... padahal wes malem, mataku wes lier2 dan otakku wes rodo melayang-layang... Jadilah tulisannya seperti itu, ceritanya mengandung banyak interpretasi, sayang antar yang satu dan yang lainnya tidak nyambung... (klo sampe nyambung, berarti aku lak penulis handal... hahaha... nrasis mode ON)
Jawaban:
The girl = Someone = My best friend.
Kurasa sekarang semuanya sudah jelas dan nyambung... The riddle is solved. ;p :))
Pren, remember this line: S[he's] br[ok]en be[cause] s[he] be[lie]ve[d] #DamnItsTrue.
If you're brave enough to say "good bye", life will reward you with a new "hello"
=Paulo Coelho=
"Ladies.. You measure your Prince Charming by TRUTHFULLY asking yourself: "Does he make me feel like a princess?" #ihatequotes
About him, maybe I will always against you, but don't forget to share with me, I will always be there if you need me..
If U r still in "Weslife-If I let U go" syndrome, just go through it... Keep praying! Our Father will guide U to the best path... ----> Pren, read: "ANSWER"
1. --JaymieW, 5 months--
This part... Is Jamie 5 months old? Sek ajaib e arek ikiew, 5 taon wes isa jatuh cintrong n begitu bijaksana?? hahahaha... Or does Jamie need 5 months time until he can say those words? Ini masuk akal!! Hihiihihi.... tapi salah. The answer is: Jamie posted these lines 5 months ago. Jadi seharuse: --JaymieW, 5 months ago--
2. "I dedicated this video to someone that I am close to..."
Menurut kalian siapa "someone" yang kumaksud? My EX?? You will find out later.. at the end of my writing.
3. "I don't miss him, I miss who I thought he was."
Ini adalah salah satu kata2 yang ada di video. It sounds correct, especially to this situation. Kita tidak bisa melupakan memori2 indah yang dulu pernah ada. You can FORGET what people DO... you can FORGET what people SAY.. but you can never FORGET HOW THEY MAKE YOU FEEL ....
4. "Cia yo, girl!"
Kalian pasti berpikir kalau akulah "the girl". SAALAHHHH....
5. "Patah satu tumbuh seribu... SEREP.. just remember this!! Two of so many lines that you often told me.."
Nah, pas kalian baca kalimat ini, baru terasa ada sesuatu yang sedikit tidak nyambung. Mana ada cowo yang bilang begitu--jadikan aku serep aja--ke cewenya?? Already get what I trully mean? Hahahaha... makin pusing wes... :DDD
6. "Remember our dream?? Having a honey moon at the same time and on the same place... Wakakakkakk!! What a crazy idea, but not an impossible one to come true! Amen."
Siapa "our" di sini?? Namanya honey moon ya pasti berdua dengan pasangannya... juga pasti di tempat dan waktu yang sama... Masak mau nyoba honey moon di tempat yg beda dg telpon2an?? Ato lebih parah e di waktu yang berbeda, lewat mesin pesan?? OMG!!! Walau tehnologi dah makin canggih dan semuanya serba instant n praktis, jok sampe kaya gtu... Manusia jadi robot lak an itu... Jadi, kenapa aku ngomong sesuatu yang seharuse sudah pasti seperti itu (klo honeymoon pasti berdua di tempat n waktu yg sama)??
Kesimpulan:
Semuanya tidak nyambung, seng nulis ini perlu belajar bahasa Indonesia lagi, hahahhaa... Yah, maklum, saat itu benar2 pikiran yang langsung timbul, dan aku bener2 pingin menuliskannya saat itu juga... padahal wes malem, mataku wes lier2 dan otakku wes rodo melayang-layang... Jadilah tulisannya seperti itu, ceritanya mengandung banyak interpretasi, sayang antar yang satu dan yang lainnya tidak nyambung... (klo sampe nyambung, berarti aku lak penulis handal... hahaha... nrasis mode ON)
Jawaban:
The girl = Someone = My best friend.
Kurasa sekarang semuanya sudah jelas dan nyambung... The riddle is solved. ;p :))
Pren, remember this line: S[he's] br[ok]en be[cause] s[he] be[lie]ve[d] #DamnItsTrue.
If you're brave enough to say "good bye", life will reward you with a new "hello"
=Paulo Coelho=
"Ladies.. You measure your Prince Charming by TRUTHFULLY asking yourself: "Does he make me feel like a princess?" #ihatequotes
About him, maybe I will always against you, but don't forget to share with me, I will always be there if you need me..
If U r still in "Weslife-If I let U go" syndrome, just go through it... Keep praying! Our Father will guide U to the best path... ----> Pren, read: "ANSWER"
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