Hectic Days

Wwwooooo... Lately I really had hectic days, starting from Sunday, till today...

Papa Bear, rasane kali ini aku seng ngerjain Koko. Wakakakakka... Tebakan e bener2 melenceng, hahaha... Who is Garmatin?? That's still a mystery. You won't be able to guess it correctly.

Once i had a dream of seeing you dating with a girl, Diam. She has a long blond straight hair. She looks so astonishing with her pale beauty. I remember I had this dream when I got no reply from you... Then the next day, I thought maybe that you have already had some1 as your crush... "tak tugas sek yow." "mission complete"

Tuhan, berkumpul dengan Mudika bener2 membuatku berpikir. Aku benar2 bebas tertawa saat berkumpul bersama mereka.. Dulu di GENX juga seperti itu... sejak kapan jadi seperti ini yach?? Sejak aku menunjukkan kecemburuanku... DIAM keliatannya COOL COOL aja. Aku n Why yang ribut2 sendiri. This roller coaster should stop, I said to my heart. I am trying, Lord.

Hhmmmm, Lord, you remind me maybe the first thing that you should do is to reconcile everything is to forgive and to restore your relationship with Why.
You had and have always whispered in my heart.. but I don't wanna listen, till now.
Even today, I am trying to be good to her, but then that negative thoughts just come out, I couldn't plan it, it just come out, I also couldn't curb it. This is abt KokBa's birthday gift. Tomorrow is his birthday. ( I am not pretty sure actually... ).

Yea, tentang GENX ini sebenere not dat compli... Wanna lay down everything before you feet, Lord... :))