Feelings can be controlled, but tears never LIE (short version)

Put U as a friend, I'm FINE
Put U as some1 special, I'm so FRAIL
To keep U stay close, I'll always look FINE
Not to scare U away, I'll never show that I'm FRAIL

...Give it a try, n hoping...
Is left alone, n weeping...
Don't wanna stand up, n waiting...

U don't feel it
U don't notice it
U're confused a bit
My friend is not in her mood

Sometimes, U come over
Most of the times, U only look over

Can't U feel me?
I'm falling apart, I'm coming unglued.
Can't U see that water?
That's the tears shed in secret.

U know my feeling somehow
U notice my tears sometime
How to response to it, U don't know
Coz U don't wanna give hope 2me

Maybe..
That's the reason why I'm still holding on
U care for me in your own way
Hopefully..
This bond stays forever
As best friends, or
As siblings.

That's why, I'll always look FINE
And, I'll never show that I'm FRAIL
Slowly..
I'll try to change
For my SMILE to be true,
For my JOY to be real,
And, for our BOND to last forever.

Being left out is really really horrible. But I can't say anything without sounding jealous or like a cry baby. #DamnItsTrue