Selasa, 30 Agustus 2011
Cake of Courage
Banyak kejadian yang buat aku naek turun 2 minggu ini....
Mengurusi kado buat anak e KokBa... Felt so depressed cos couldn't do anything 4 ur Bird Day.. Wept cos finally it's Why who bought the gift 4 U...
The next day, decided to summon courage to order that cake... (spiku coklat semua, blackforest, spiku biasa...)
Office: "HBD, sesuatu..." Stock Opname, maybe couldn't make it...
Home: Wore my newest dress..
Pizza: Felt so nervous... Took that salad with shivering hands..
(Saw you wore that shirt.. Somehow it slapped me in the face.. Woke me up of the fact that you are nothing compared to her... they are so close...)
Actually, before any of those things happen, my mind always warn me to prepare for the worst thing.. At that time, I just felt that all my effort is ZERO..
Maybe it's time for you to retreat... If I try, I will hope... If I hope, I could be hurt... Exhausted...
I had already done whatever best that I could... Then, for the rest, It's up to you all...
Let's be FRIEND!! (90 vs 09) turn into (60 vs 09)
As a friend, I won't give too much, thus i also won't expect much.. To keep a friendship, it must be done 2 ways. Hope you will be more considerate and sensitive...
Love is a big sacrifice, isn't it? You try to forgive and forget, but you still give it a try. You are hurt, but you still continue to love. You were betrayed, but you still hope. And the big hit? You've been left, but you still wait.
~Hidden Feeling~
(Soorry... I am not this idealistics... Honestly, I am exhausted.. If I push too hard, that's not ME...)
I really tried to be as sincere as possible... (that's why from this point onwards, i won't give if i still expect something more than friends..)
Sabtu, 27 Agustus 2011
Something New
It's the ones who hesitate to say "I love you" to early in the relationship that will in fact love you forever. #DamnItsTrue
Maybe for once it's not about the happy ending, Maybe it's about the story. #DamnItsTrue
90 VS 09, GUIDE ME to make this even...
I wish I could give you my pain just for awhile, not to hurt you, but for you to understand how much you hurt me. #DamnItsTrue
It's your life, you can live it however you choose to. Just make sure your life story is worth telling. #saturdayromance
Maybe for once it's not about the happy ending, Maybe it's about the story. #DamnItsTrue
90 VS 09, GUIDE ME to make this even...
I wish I could give you my pain just for awhile, not to hurt you, but for you to understand how much you hurt me. #DamnItsTrue
It's your life, you can live it however you choose to. Just make sure your life story is worth telling. #saturdayromance
Jumat, 19 Agustus 2011
Enjoy every smile and every tear, because the most beautiful smile comes after the most painful tear. #ihatequotes
Semua ada siklusnya
Jatuh untuk kemudian bangun dan bertindak.
Gagal untuk kemudian bangkit dan menjadi sukses.
Kecewa untuk kemudian bahagia dan mensyukurinya.
...Sedih untuk kemudian tersenyum yang menjadikan suasana hati kita diperbaharui.
Kita tidak tahu apa yang akan terjadi dengan kita setelah ini,
melangkahlah dengan pasti,
karena yang kita tahu hanyalah,
untuk kehidupan ini semua ada siklusnya.
by Agus Suprastyo
Jatuh untuk kemudian bangun dan bertindak.
Gagal untuk kemudian bangkit dan menjadi sukses.
Kecewa untuk kemudian bahagia dan mensyukurinya.
...Sedih untuk kemudian tersenyum yang menjadikan suasana hati kita diperbaharui.
Kita tidak tahu apa yang akan terjadi dengan kita setelah ini,
melangkahlah dengan pasti,
karena yang kita tahu hanyalah,
untuk kehidupan ini semua ada siklusnya.
by Agus Suprastyo
Suami Istri
Life Is A Jokes :
"Pria Sukses Adalah Pria yang Pendapatannya Lebih Besar daripada Pengeluaran Istrinya Dan Wanita Sukses Adalah Wanita Yang Berhasil Mendapatkan pria Tersebut...
Kata2 bijak hari ini:
"Suami yang baik selalu meminta pendapat istrinya & Istri yang baik selalu meminta pendapatan suaminya."
Hahahaha... Siapa setuju??
Life Is A Jokes :
"Di Belakang Pria Sukses Selalu Ada Wanita Yang Hebat (Eropa),
Di Belakang Pria Sukses Selalu Ada Pesugihan Yang Kuat (Indonesia)"
"Para suami Indonesia yang baik hatinya, mintalah dukungan doa dari istri Anda, sebelum memulai sesuatu yang penting, lalu perhatikan apa yang terjadi."
#Mario Teguh#
"Pria Sukses Adalah Pria yang Pendapatannya Lebih Besar daripada Pengeluaran Istrinya Dan Wanita Sukses Adalah Wanita Yang Berhasil Mendapatkan pria Tersebut...
Kata2 bijak hari ini:
"Suami yang baik selalu meminta pendapat istrinya & Istri yang baik selalu meminta pendapatan suaminya."
Hahahaha... Siapa setuju??
Life Is A Jokes :
"Di Belakang Pria Sukses Selalu Ada Wanita Yang Hebat (Eropa),
Di Belakang Pria Sukses Selalu Ada Pesugihan Yang Kuat (Indonesia)"
"Para suami Indonesia yang baik hatinya, mintalah dukungan doa dari istri Anda, sebelum memulai sesuatu yang penting, lalu perhatikan apa yang terjadi."
#Mario Teguh#
Percaya Diri
Hari ini, mulailah hidup
dengan kesungguhan untuk membangun
diri yang bisa Anda percayai.
Janganlah sering membohongi diri sendiri,
...karena lama kelamaan diri Anda
akan belajar untuk tidak mempercayai Anda.
Dan itulah yang disebut ‘tidak percaya diri.’
Percaya diri
adalah mempercayai janji Anda sendiri,
bahwa Anda akan mendahulukan
yang penting, dan menghindari hal-hal
yang tidak menguatkan Anda.
Orang lain belajar mempercayai Anda
dari kepercayaan Anda kepada diri Anda sendiri.
Mario Teguh
I dedicated this poem for my beloved duo narcissist friends. Both of U r always in my mind. Hope the best for u always!!
dengan kesungguhan untuk membangun
diri yang bisa Anda percayai.
Janganlah sering membohongi diri sendiri,
...karena lama kelamaan diri Anda
akan belajar untuk tidak mempercayai Anda.
Dan itulah yang disebut ‘tidak percaya diri.’
Percaya diri
adalah mempercayai janji Anda sendiri,
bahwa Anda akan mendahulukan
yang penting, dan menghindari hal-hal
yang tidak menguatkan Anda.
Orang lain belajar mempercayai Anda
dari kepercayaan Anda kepada diri Anda sendiri.
Mario Teguh
I dedicated this poem for my beloved duo narcissist friends. Both of U r always in my mind. Hope the best for u always!!
Senin, 15 Agustus 2011
Conclusions
Janganlah berharap untuk mendapatkan sesuatu
dari cinta dan yang kaucintai.
Karena,
...Cinta bukanlah untuk mengharapkan pemberian.
Cinta adalah tentang keanggunan hati untuk memberi.
Hanya orang yang hatinya menemukan kebahagiaan dalam memberi,
yang berbakat ditemukan oleh cinta yang lembut, jujur, dan setia.
Orang yang hatinya hanya tamak mengharapkan hadiah dari cinta,
akan dihindari oleh cinta, kecuali oleh penipu yang memalsukan cinta.
Memberi adalah hakikat cinta.
--Mario Teguh--
I believe that love is the most beautiful and the greatest of emotions, but can causes the biggest hurt in our lives…I believe it is worth the risk; I will take the hurt and remember the joy and live to love another day. ♥ Michele Burnell
Tak ada CINTA yg melukai,yg ada hanya keegoisan yg melukai cinta krn cinta cuma mengenal memberi dgn kerelaan utk mengasihi dgn tulus.^^ #Little hearts lie
Pull your heart out of its comfort zone. You'd never learn how to love unless you'd learn how to get hurt. #ihatequotes
What’s so hard about trying is the fact that you have to tell yourself to try. And when you try, try to do it with love. #N.N
dari cinta dan yang kaucintai.
Karena,
...Cinta bukanlah untuk mengharapkan pemberian.
Cinta adalah tentang keanggunan hati untuk memberi.
Hanya orang yang hatinya menemukan kebahagiaan dalam memberi,
yang berbakat ditemukan oleh cinta yang lembut, jujur, dan setia.
Orang yang hatinya hanya tamak mengharapkan hadiah dari cinta,
akan dihindari oleh cinta, kecuali oleh penipu yang memalsukan cinta.
Memberi adalah hakikat cinta.
--Mario Teguh--
I believe that love is the most beautiful and the greatest of emotions, but can causes the biggest hurt in our lives…I believe it is worth the risk; I will take the hurt and remember the joy and live to love another day. ♥ Michele Burnell
Tak ada CINTA yg melukai,yg ada hanya keegoisan yg melukai cinta krn cinta cuma mengenal memberi dgn kerelaan utk mengasihi dgn tulus.^^ #Little hearts lie
Pull your heart out of its comfort zone. You'd never learn how to love unless you'd learn how to get hurt. #ihatequotes
What’s so hard about trying is the fact that you have to tell yourself to try. And when you try, try to do it with love. #N.N
Joy and Love
A believer approached Rabbi Moche of Kobryn and asked:
‘How should I best use my days so that God will be contented with my actions?’
‘There is only one possible option: to live with love,’ replied the Rabbi.
Minutes later, another follower approached him and asked the same question.
‘There is only one possible option: try to live with joy.’
The first follower was taken aback.
‘But the advice you gave me was different!’
‘Not at all,’ said the rabbi. ‘It was exactly the same.
Paulo Coelho, 15th of August, 2011
‘How should I best use my days so that God will be contented with my actions?’
‘There is only one possible option: to live with love,’ replied the Rabbi.
Minutes later, another follower approached him and asked the same question.
‘There is only one possible option: try to live with joy.’
The first follower was taken aback.
‘But the advice you gave me was different!’
‘Not at all,’ said the rabbi. ‘It was exactly the same.
Paulo Coelho, 15th of August, 2011
Feelings can be controlled, but tears never LIE (short version)
Put U as a friend, I'm FINE
Put U as some1 special, I'm so FRAIL
To keep U stay close, I'll always look FINE
Not to scare U away, I'll never show that I'm FRAIL
...Give it a try, n hoping...
Is left alone, n weeping...
Don't wanna stand up, n waiting...
U don't feel it
U don't notice it
U're confused a bit
My friend is not in her mood
Sometimes, U come over
Most of the times, U only look over
Can't U feel me?
I'm falling apart, I'm coming unglued.
Can't U see that water?
That's the tears shed in secret.
U know my feeling somehow
U notice my tears sometime
How to response to it, U don't know
Coz U don't wanna give hope 2me
Maybe..
That's the reason why I'm still holding on
U care for me in your own way
Hopefully..
This bond stays forever
As best friends, or
As siblings.
That's why, I'll always look FINE
And, I'll never show that I'm FRAIL
Slowly..
I'll try to change
For my SMILE to be true,
For my JOY to be real,
And, for our BOND to last forever.
Being left out is really really horrible. But I can't say anything without sounding jealous or like a cry baby. #DamnItsTrue
Put U as some1 special, I'm so FRAIL
To keep U stay close, I'll always look FINE
Not to scare U away, I'll never show that I'm FRAIL
...Give it a try, n hoping...
Is left alone, n weeping...
Don't wanna stand up, n waiting...
U don't feel it
U don't notice it
U're confused a bit
My friend is not in her mood
Sometimes, U come over
Most of the times, U only look over
Can't U feel me?
I'm falling apart, I'm coming unglued.
Can't U see that water?
That's the tears shed in secret.
U know my feeling somehow
U notice my tears sometime
How to response to it, U don't know
Coz U don't wanna give hope 2me
Maybe..
That's the reason why I'm still holding on
U care for me in your own way
Hopefully..
This bond stays forever
As best friends, or
As siblings.
That's why, I'll always look FINE
And, I'll never show that I'm FRAIL
Slowly..
I'll try to change
For my SMILE to be true,
For my JOY to be real,
And, for our BOND to last forever.
Being left out is really really horrible. But I can't say anything without sounding jealous or like a cry baby. #DamnItsTrue
Minggu, 14 Agustus 2011
Feelings can be controlled, but tears never LIE. #DamnItsTrue
Can you hear that?
That's the sound of a breaking heart.
It's crying out to you,
It's crying out to you.
Can your see that water?
That's the tears shed in secret.
They cry out to you,
They cry out to you.
Can you hear me?
I'm falling apart,
I'm coming unglued,
I'm breaking apart.
(Hidden Feeling, 14th August, 2011)
Put you as a friend, I am FINE
Put you as some1 special, I am so FRAIL
To keep you stay close, I will always look FINE
Not to scare you away, I will never show that I am FRAIL
Give it a try, and hoping...
Is left alone, and weeping...
Don't wanna stand up, and waiting...
You don't feel it
You don't notice it
You are confused a bit
My friend is not in her mood
Sometimes, you come over
Most of the times, you only look over
Give it a try, and hoping...
Is left alone, and weeping...
Don't wanna stand up, and waiting...
Feel that you know my feeling somehow
Notice that you notice my unshed tears sometime
How to response to it, you don't know
Coz you don't wanna give hope to me
Maybe..
That's the reason why I am still holding on
You care for me in your own way
Hopefully..
This bond stays forever
As best friends, or
As siblings.
That's why,
I will always look FINE
That's why,
I will never show that I am FRAIL
Slowly..
I will try to change
For my SMILE to be true
For my JOY to be real
And,
For our BOND to last forever
(Stephnie Alice, 14th of August, 2011)
That's the sound of a breaking heart.
It's crying out to you,
It's crying out to you.
Can your see that water?
That's the tears shed in secret.
They cry out to you,
They cry out to you.
Can you hear me?
I'm falling apart,
I'm coming unglued,
I'm breaking apart.
(Hidden Feeling, 14th August, 2011)
Put you as a friend, I am FINE
Put you as some1 special, I am so FRAIL
To keep you stay close, I will always look FINE
Not to scare you away, I will never show that I am FRAIL
Give it a try, and hoping...
Is left alone, and weeping...
Don't wanna stand up, and waiting...
You don't feel it
You don't notice it
You are confused a bit
My friend is not in her mood
Sometimes, you come over
Most of the times, you only look over
Give it a try, and hoping...
Is left alone, and weeping...
Don't wanna stand up, and waiting...
Feel that you know my feeling somehow
Notice that you notice my unshed tears sometime
How to response to it, you don't know
Coz you don't wanna give hope to me
Maybe..
That's the reason why I am still holding on
You care for me in your own way
Hopefully..
This bond stays forever
As best friends, or
As siblings.
That's why,
I will always look FINE
That's why,
I will never show that I am FRAIL
Slowly..
I will try to change
For my SMILE to be true
For my JOY to be real
And,
For our BOND to last forever
(Stephnie Alice, 14th of August, 2011)
Sabtu, 13 Agustus 2011
Mempraktekkan nasehatku sendiri ternyata... susahhh...
Banyak hal terjadi akhir2 ini... Padahal yang seblumnya belum sempat kuceritakan..
Yaa... Sad, Hepi n besok, aku ga tau... sad or happy??
Sad, oleh2nya dititipkan ke Why.. I was not in a good mood for almost one day n one night...
Heppi, I could control my emotion and didn't bomb blast everything by making an "swt atatus"... malam sebelumnya aku bercakap-cakap dg Arus klo seharusnya ZZ harus memikirkan keadaan yang bakal terjadi sesudahnya sebelum melangkah (pelajaran yang dapat dipetik dari ZZ-Arus), aku tidak pernah berpikir bahwa aku akan mengalami hal sejenis itu dalam waktu kurang dari 24jam...
#justbecause I'm cool about it outside, doesn't mean I don't care about it inside. #DamnItsTrue.
Sometimes when I say "I'm OK" I want you look at me and say "Tell the truth" #DamnItsTrue
(For me, maybe it's not sometime, it would be most of the time...)
Sad or happy?? Tomorrow... I believe that God's answers are wiser than my prayers. #DamnItsTrue. Amen.
Love is when we pray secretly for our lover to be at his best moment at every time :) --Meeta Mansi Karnani---
Yaa... Sad, Hepi n besok, aku ga tau... sad or happy??
Sad, oleh2nya dititipkan ke Why.. I was not in a good mood for almost one day n one night...
Heppi, I could control my emotion and didn't bomb blast everything by making an "swt atatus"... malam sebelumnya aku bercakap-cakap dg Arus klo seharusnya ZZ harus memikirkan keadaan yang bakal terjadi sesudahnya sebelum melangkah (pelajaran yang dapat dipetik dari ZZ-Arus), aku tidak pernah berpikir bahwa aku akan mengalami hal sejenis itu dalam waktu kurang dari 24jam...
#justbecause I'm cool about it outside, doesn't mean I don't care about it inside. #DamnItsTrue.
Sometimes when I say "I'm OK" I want you look at me and say "Tell the truth" #DamnItsTrue
(For me, maybe it's not sometime, it would be most of the time...)
Sad or happy?? Tomorrow... I believe that God's answers are wiser than my prayers. #DamnItsTrue. Amen.
Love is when we pray secretly for our lover to be at his best moment at every time :) --Meeta Mansi Karnani---
Senin, 08 Agustus 2011
Lucu @ EAT
Aku wes lupa kapan ini terjadi... Yaa.. Soale wes kesuwen seh ga nulis2.. makae kali ini tak sempetin nulis, tapi belum basi kokk..
Hari itu kita makan di Eat, minumnya kita pesen Chinese Tea.. Kita yang kumaksud disini: Why, aku n Diam. Formasi duduk kita pas di Eat juga begitu..
Sebener e aku sudah tau klo cangkir teh Diam kosong, tapi yang pegang teko teh Why n aku mau ambilin teh buat Diam rodo malu ato ga tau knapa, ntar ketok blebihan.. Jadi aku diem aja.
Akhire Why yang nuangin buat Diam.. Dalam hati aku bergumam, seharuse aku tadi tanggap n ga malu2... Salahku sendiri..
Tapi rupanya cara menuangkan teh Why tidak cekatan, jadi akhire Diam malah meminta teko tehnya dikasi ke dia aja. Diam menuangkan tanpa takut kepanasan, luwes.
Tengah2 makan, cangkir teh Why kosong, ternyta Diam tanggap dan meminta cangkirnya untuk diisi.. Berhubung aku duduk di tengah, aku menjadi perantara dan memberikan cangkir Why di depan meja Diam.
Saat menerima cangkir Why yang sudah penuh terisi, sepintas aku langsung melihat cangkirku, cangkirku masih separuh terisi. Dalam hati aku membatin, aku juga mau diisikan cangkirku..
Ternyata Diam tanggap juga, dia juga menunjukkan mau mengisi cangkirku juga, tapi dia memandang aku dengan kebingungan n panik, "ketukar, itu bukan cangkirmu."
Saat itu aku sadar ternyata saat menerima cangkir Why yang penuh tadi, aku tidak langsung meletakkan di meja depan Why, tetapi malah membawanya, memegangnya erat2 dengan kedua tanganku dan mengangkat cangkirnya di depanku, seperti ga rela melepaskan cangkir itu.
Arus yang duduk di depan Why langsung tertawa terbahak-bahak, diikuti cengiran Diam. "Aku tau, ni mau taktaruh kok." Aku bilang seperti itu.
"Tapi, aneh, Ce, kok ga langsung diletakkan?" Diam protes. Arus tertawa ngakak lagi. "Aku tau kok itu bukan cangkirku." Aku bilang seperti itu lagi. "Tapi, gerakan e Cece tadi ga wajar." Diam menyahut, ga mau kalah sambil tersenyum-senyum melanjutkan menuangkan teh ke cangkirku. Arus tetap aja ngakak2 sambil komentar, "Iya, iya, Bener."
Hehehehehe... Aku dalam hati malu. Kalau dipikir-pikir, gerakanku memang agak ga wajar.. Masalah e kan waktu itu aku ga nyadar klo gerakanku terhenti soale aku sibuk dengan pikiranku... ;))
Hari itu kita makan di Eat, minumnya kita pesen Chinese Tea.. Kita yang kumaksud disini: Why, aku n Diam. Formasi duduk kita pas di Eat juga begitu..
Sebener e aku sudah tau klo cangkir teh Diam kosong, tapi yang pegang teko teh Why n aku mau ambilin teh buat Diam rodo malu ato ga tau knapa, ntar ketok blebihan.. Jadi aku diem aja.
Akhire Why yang nuangin buat Diam.. Dalam hati aku bergumam, seharuse aku tadi tanggap n ga malu2... Salahku sendiri..
Tapi rupanya cara menuangkan teh Why tidak cekatan, jadi akhire Diam malah meminta teko tehnya dikasi ke dia aja. Diam menuangkan tanpa takut kepanasan, luwes.
Tengah2 makan, cangkir teh Why kosong, ternyta Diam tanggap dan meminta cangkirnya untuk diisi.. Berhubung aku duduk di tengah, aku menjadi perantara dan memberikan cangkir Why di depan meja Diam.
Saat menerima cangkir Why yang sudah penuh terisi, sepintas aku langsung melihat cangkirku, cangkirku masih separuh terisi. Dalam hati aku membatin, aku juga mau diisikan cangkirku..
Ternyata Diam tanggap juga, dia juga menunjukkan mau mengisi cangkirku juga, tapi dia memandang aku dengan kebingungan n panik, "ketukar, itu bukan cangkirmu."
Saat itu aku sadar ternyata saat menerima cangkir Why yang penuh tadi, aku tidak langsung meletakkan di meja depan Why, tetapi malah membawanya, memegangnya erat2 dengan kedua tanganku dan mengangkat cangkirnya di depanku, seperti ga rela melepaskan cangkir itu.
Arus yang duduk di depan Why langsung tertawa terbahak-bahak, diikuti cengiran Diam. "Aku tau, ni mau taktaruh kok." Aku bilang seperti itu.
"Tapi, aneh, Ce, kok ga langsung diletakkan?" Diam protes. Arus tertawa ngakak lagi. "Aku tau kok itu bukan cangkirku." Aku bilang seperti itu lagi. "Tapi, gerakan e Cece tadi ga wajar." Diam menyahut, ga mau kalah sambil tersenyum-senyum melanjutkan menuangkan teh ke cangkirku. Arus tetap aja ngakak2 sambil komentar, "Iya, iya, Bener."
Hehehehehe... Aku dalam hati malu. Kalau dipikir-pikir, gerakanku memang agak ga wajar.. Masalah e kan waktu itu aku ga nyadar klo gerakanku terhenti soale aku sibuk dengan pikiranku... ;))
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